Future

Cieee topiknya berat amat. Anggep aja efek diceramahin nyokap dan obrolan sama Ulfah di mobil kemaren sore. So mom told me asked me what I'm gonna do in this 'nganggur' time. Because she is so 'kepo' and asking what my friends are doing (like Thya and Ulfah, well whoever she knows) and I can't lie so I explain that they are doing some sort of internship here and there. Which... resulted dengan gw diceramahin kenapa gw ga magang juga, nanti sia-sia waktunya tau-tau temen udah sukses bla bla bla. It's not like I don't understand those sorts of things duh. I don't have the will to work yet. Not in the mood. Tapi ya iya juga sih. Yudisium - wisuda - lalu apa? I don't know what I want to do untuk jangka pendek ke depannya ini. I don't know if I should cherish this super-free-time (which will be hard to get when I work for real) or working/internship opportunities. I have no confidence in my academic record, I'm sucks either at accounting or auditing (and again, I don't have enough will to refresh my memory about them yet). I want to properly learn driving and Japanese though. Then Dad said I should be able to manage well between internship and learning those, ga cuma les-les aja. But I couldn't learn them properly because I can't focus on them while studying. Iya, kalo soal belajar beginian ga bisa multi tasking-_-
In conclusion............ I still don't know hufffft.