Commenting.

That's my.......specialty? I know that my comments or views about several matters are different with other people but I can't not comment, whether I like it or not.
The only kpop groups I would care if they come to Indonesia are SS501 (as solo or group), CN Blue, KARA, and DBSK (JYJ/HoMin).
So seeing people fuss over about SuJu or SNSD or f(x) gonna come here is........ annoying? I can't not see it, so here I am, blabbering, commenting..... only to say that I don't care.
OK bye. Dunno why but my head is hurting, though I ate correctly today...

It's December

Feels excited? Kinda. Since I'm not celebrating Christmas, what makes me feel excited is kpop year-end music shows! Gayo Daejuns! Though I don't like kpop as I used to, but my SS501 members are possibly attend this shows together! It's just a slim possiblity, but still makes me anticipate. No performer list out yet, just some rumours, but I hope it come true~

Anyway, CN BLUE concert here is cancelled. Disappointed? Yeah, a little, since most of my emotion that day used for that day's Intermediate Accounting test. Kinda foresee this will happen. I mean, since most of kpop concert here are just talks and not really happening. The bad thing is the cancellation is from FNC and come out 2 days before D day. That's annoying. I mean, I don't mind that, but several fans from other countries and cities already arrived in Jakarta. That cost them a lot. If they want to cancel at least they should do it a week before.

Oh, well let it go. I finished my mid-exam already. And gonna have a test for my Japanese course. Also, I'm trying something out of my box again. Cover-dancing. A Triple S seek for several others to join her cover-dance group and I joined, also pulled my Triple S friend whom I close with. (closer than other Triple S I mean). I got JungMin part, yay~! But still Love Ya is hard to do-_-;

So that's it. Ah, whoever read this please visit my livejournal too. arashi501.livejournal.com

I made it to be able to download Arashi's stuff and subbed shows. Sometimes I update it just to make it looks alive, because some community want active member etc so.... yeah.

Okay, 잘자.

2011 Golden Disk Awards Nominees.

This list I took from AllKpop.
But I would like to point some flaws from this year GDA, from Grand Prize nominees. Now, I would like to give you explanation of this several categories below from wikipedia.
Album Award is Grand Prize. Awarded to the performer of the best of the best full-length album belong to "Records of the Year".
{Records of the Year are awarded to the performers of top 5 full-length albums of the year.}
Digital Album Award is Grand Prize in Digital Releasing. Awarded to the performer of the best of the best full-length album, mini-album (extended play) or single (which was digital released), belong to "Records of the Year in Digital Releasing".
{Records of the Year in Digital Releasing are awarded to the performers of top 5 full-length album, mini-albums (extended plays) or singles of the year (which was digital released).}
Most Popular Artist Award is Popularity Awards of the Year. Awarded to the performers who gained popularity of the year.

Nah let's see what's strange. [...] is my comment.

Album Award
Presented to the most popular artist based on album sales figures for the year and ratings from judges

- 2PM (Hands Up)
- 4minute (4MINUTES Left)
- Leessang (Asura Balbalta)
- Jay Park (Take a Deeper Look) [1st mini album]
- Brown Eyed Girls (Sixth Sense)
- Sung Si Kyung (The First)
- Super Junior (Mr. Simple)
- SNSD (The Boys)
- Wonder Girls (Wonder World)
- After School (Virgin)
- Lee Seung Gi (Tonight)
- Jang Gi Ha and the Faces (Jang Gi Ha and the Faces)
- B2ST (Fiction & Fact)
- CNBLUE (First Step)
- F.T. Island (Return) [??? mini album]
- f(x) (Pinocchio)
- INFINITE (Over the Top)
- KARA (Step)
- MBLAQ (BLAQ Style)
- miss A (A Class)

Okay, did you see what I found strange? I found 2 nominees with mini albums. Honestly, I don't mind with them being the nominees, I like their songs. But it supposed to be award for full-length album. Wonder why? Me too.
Another thing is there are no TVXQ (HoMin) and JYJ. Some other people protested about no Big Bang too, but I think it's normal since they released a mini album. And I also understand why JYJ isn't on the list since they are blocked like almost everywhere, so no wonder if they are being blocked here too (that's really unfair! argh!). But no TVXQ is strange. They sold more than 200.000 copies for Keep Your Head Down in the first half this year. It's a full album and they are not nominated? If you check Hanteo site now, they are in the top for this week. There's something fishy going on, I think.
So GDA, if you still want to have the honor of Korean Grammy or the most prestigious awards, please fix your way in choosing nominees.

Kpop here.

I'm bored with kpop. Except from my favorite artists, no other group has interesting songs.
Here, kpop almost everywhere. Everyone know about that and some of them become fans. Though there are people who dislike it and saying that "kpop is gay" and stuff. Well, as fans you can't be mad when yourself love HyunSaeng or KyuSaeng moment... like ELF's EunHae.
But most of them talk about Super Junior n SNSD. I don't hate them, but I'm not a fan. When people around you kept talking about the same stuff which isn't interesting for you.. it become boring.
So.... I'm going (back?) to jpop. It never dull. I'm interested in Koda Kumi now. Really like her song for NazoDi opening <3
Back to the topic. In my college, which most of the students are male, there are a lot of SNSD's fans. I'm not gonna call them sone, since I think they like them because of their pretty faces and sexy legs only.
A classmate of mine sometimes randomly sings their song, and he sings it wrongly. He only sings based pn what he hears, probably. My another classmate (a girl) once played The Boys loudly. If you live in Korea where everybody, at least, enjoy kpop, I don't mind. But here, not everyone enjoys it. Sometimes things like that should be enjoyed privately, I think.
Well that's one of reasons for feeling bored of kpop. Gonna add more later.
Oops, 7:23. Should prepare for my 8AM class-_- Gotta go.

SS501 changed, and so did Triple S.

I'm such a lazy girl. Planned to blog this since my last post but just typed it now.

Okay let's get on to the topic.

Dear pretties Triple S fellas, we've changed a lot. Now we have sub-division of fan groups, one for each SS501 members. Henecia, YES, ThanKyu, Jungmin fans (no name decided i think) and Jjunaway. But seems some of them are not Triple S (anymore). Especially from Henecia. Well alot of people agree with me with this matter, and I'm not forcing you to agree too. I've read a Henecia blog.  She stated that she's no longer a Triple S, she'll just stay as Henecia. I don't want to blame her or whatever... And seems some more of people also has the same thought as her. It makes me kinda sad. Well, it's her life and her decision so I respect it.

But it makes me think, if lots of us has the same way of thinking like her and her friends.. that means no Triple S anymore? Which led to possiblity that no SS501 reunion? I don't want that. I also read another fan who said that she's a fans of every member but she is not a Triple S, she wants them to stay as solo singer, not reunited.  So, as you see, a lot of people change. You, whoever else who read this, maybe also change too. I also changed. Everybody changes, but maybe you don't feel the same.

I keep myself updated with each of every member new or tweet and fancams etc, but I no longer feel the "kya kya" feeling as much as when I started to be a Triple S. Maybe because I got bored? Or maybe used to see them? But I still love them. Updating myself regularly with SS501 news had become a habit. Sometimes I feel like I want to stop being a fan but it's hard. I end up coming to them again.

Changes aren't always something good.....but it's not something bad too. Changes bring us forward, to be a better person. I hope everyone who are currently a fan of solo member of SS501...when SS501 come back as 5 later on...you will support them together. And who knows when that time come,  you'll become a Triple S once again, or maybe a new Triple S? :)

Everbody's Changing, and so does SS501.

  Leader's comeback this time is somehow more controversial (?). With his blunt answers in interview, makes some Triple S a bit taken a back. He stated that he keep in contact with some members and doesn't keep in contact with other members. Nah, I took his statement as below.

  That statement is true I think. I won't judge him that he's forgetting them and so on. Isn't it natural for people to grow a bit apart with close friends, when each of them go separate way? I'm not saying they are no longer close friends, it's just (probably) they are not as close as before. My best friends when I was 6th grader were not my best friends when I was 7th grader. Even a year of separating brings a lot of change. I saw this in Pretty Little Liars, a TV serial. A group of girls who were best friends are not anymore in 1 year later. But, they are still friends. Only not as close as before. So, I'm sure Leader doesn't forget about Jung Min nor Hyung Jun. Anyway, even if they are still close with each other... he doesn't have to say it, does he? Actions speak louder than words. And also more believable. Although he said he doesn't keep in contact with them, I think he'd still updated himself about their activities.

  Plus, they are matured. The way they have fun and keep in contact when they are in Deja Vu era for example, and now, must be different. They are still dorks, but in a different way. Just because they are not seen together it doesn't mean they never hang out together. And yeah, they are busy too. Those 5 never in Korea at the same moment. Right now, Hyun Joong in Japan while the other 4 in Korea. Even if all of them in Korea, their schedules is tight.

So please for any Triple S who read this, I suggest you, please don't accused that Leader forgot his members or SS501 will never comeback or whatsoever. Such accusation will hurt him and the other members. Yeah, maybe Leader has change. But Young Saeng, Kyu Jong, Jung Min and Hyung Jun also have change. Their solo activities change them. They have better talents in many areas because now each of them have their own coaches. Isn't that good for them?

  Fellas, they asked you to believe in their words. As simple as that. And I am. I will believed in their words, until there are proofs that they are lying and not keeping their promise. SS501 has always been keeping their promise, although maybe they take a long time to fulfill it. And if they can't keep their promise, I'm sure there are explanations, and I will try to understand it as long as it's acceptable with my logic.

Next post will be the changes in Triple S.

Oh, please note that all of these are my opinion only. I'm not trying to make a fanwar. It's up to you how you'd take this post.

Empty

No laptop is soooo boring. You could only do things in your phone. It's been two weeks ㅠ.ㅠ I wish it will be fixed soon.

Kyu is Ambiguous

It's been twice that my friends mistake my Kyu as Kyuhyun, not Kyujong. Nah fellas, I'm not an ELF. I'm a Triple S. That means whenever I tweet or write or say Kyu, that will SS501's Kim Kyujong. It will never be Super Junior's Cho Kyuhyun. It will also apply to other terms that maybe will be the same with other fandom. KyuMin is Kyujong and Jungmin for me, not Kyuhyun and Sungmin. And actually I once read or heard somewhere that senior ELFs warning other ELF to not using KyuMin term, because Triple S already use it first. But seems the newbies doesn't know. Well, I don't really mind tho...., since my KyuMin is rarely together. Usually it will be KyuSaeng and MinJoon. Wish no other people will do this mistake.

i dunno how should i titled this post

i want to watch cn blue concert here. but............................. i'm going to singapore next year. i'm afraid that my savings won't be enough for next year plan if i use it for cn blue tix. when i ask my dad for permission he also said so. and he doesn't want to give extra money. seriously i want both T.T really aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargsjfhsk   and i think i won't bought leader 2nd mini album. whyyyyyyy?????? i want to make some money. but i don't even know what should i do. can i pray for the concert to be cancelled? yeah i'm so selfish. really selfish that if i can't watch, so it would be better that other people also can't. oh well i dunno anymore. someone help meeeee T.T

new class

mixed feelings gyaaaaa.

just ignore it-_-

tomorrow is 4th day in new class and i'm still not comfortable yet. the class is too quiet. wish the classmates would be more noisy and fun.... sometimes i feel like i'm the only wild girl in class.

step it up

feels unnecessarily jealous *laughing at myself* oh well it's just the effect after reading a fanfic at Quainte501.

anyway i'm already able to dance KARA''s Lupin. still not good yet though.
and i have no time yet to record it and post it in my youtube.
since i'm kinda embarassed if there are others seeing me dance, have to wait till i'm home alone to record it >//<
and KARA already won M Countdown with Step wooohooo congrats girls!
i think Step would be good to learn.

oh well i'm currently supressing myself from being a full-time Kamilia and Cassiopeia.
i think it's the effect of seeing Jaejoong every week in his drama. but still Junsu's voice is my fav in DBSK <3
*once again i sound like a cassie-_-*

should sleep, have to wake early to got to immigration office. i have to make passport for next year's singapore trip.

midnite post

i know it's silly but i do feel envious oftenly towards lead female character of shoujo manga or drama. well, that's a prove that i'm still a girl.... right? lol.

okay gotta sleep.

おやすみに~

holiday

still on holiday. spent my time mostly on bed or in front of laptop, if no one asked me out. but it starts to be boring, so i start to learn KARA's Lupin dance. hard but it's nice! feels like doing some sport lol. i wish i can master it before my holiday ends. once i did it, i'll record my dance and put it on my youtube~ tho that's still a long way to go >.<
ah ya i also gonna watch fast5 later fufufu. sport cars i'm comin~
jalja. gotta bath now. will learn the dance moves again before leaving for cinema. or maybe write another post.

my worst mood i ever had.

and one day i probably have worse mood than this time. every single time i clash with my parents i felt so angry, as if i want to burn them. but at the same time felt guilty towards SS501, who always tell us fans to respect our parents. but i can't. really sorry guys. i dislike my parent (i can't really say i hate them) especially my mom. she makes every mistakes i did looks like a big mistake that can ruin the world. well, i do think i ruin a world. her ideal world, that is. she kept my phone just because i haven't bath yet at 5PM, which is my habit. yeah, she's angry with me for such a crappy reason. and i was angrier than her. the fact i can't show it is frustrating. the only thing i could do is punching my bed (i want to punch her face, but that's impossible without getting more problem). want to scream: FUCKYOU!

she never learn my habit. seriously... hey life is never always the same like how you want it to be.

i wish when i graduate, i'll be placed outside jakarta so i could get out from this house.

aduh not again

if i dislike suju n snsd, that is my own right. i don't hate them, i still listen to Oh! and No Other. gw cuma merasa agak antipati kok, karena seakan2 kpop isinya itu mereka aja. dan karena seringkali gw bertemu fansnya yang merasa harusnya gw suka mereka. gw suka SS501 tapi ga merasa yang lain harus suka mereka juga kok. itu kan hak dan selera masing2 orang. kebetulan aja selera gw bukan selera orang kebanyakan. yaudah sih gitu aja. ga guna juga sih gw ngomel2 ginian'_' yang ada nanti mereka ada yang merasa tercolek dengan post gw *siapa juga yang baca*

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gyaaaaa

currently is busy preparing for the exams.
have lots of quizzes and tasks. oh life why you so hectic?
*kebiasa nyantai*

Kim Hyun Joong's MVs

just realised i haven't blog about leader's comeback. he won M Countdown 2 times, also Music Bank! XDDD. kinda expected he'll win since he has larger and more loyal fanbase than other SS501 members.. alrite these are the MVs. he released Please first.. then Break Down which is his title track. lastly Kiss Kiss MV is recently released.

Please MV



Break Down MV



Kiss Kiss MV



additional~

Please MV teaser

Fan Account of June 19, 2011 - Stalking!

baru nulis sekarang, baru niat._.

jadi HyungJun *selanjutnya disebut bebeh* dateng ke Indonesia, ngisi acara FantastiKpop di 18 Juni. pengumuman bebeh mo ke indo itu cuma seminggu sebelom acara. jahat banget kan eonya. padahal itu abis bokek gara2 nonton kimchi. tapi entah mengapa event ini gw ga gitu niat nontonnya sih...... yah pokoknya jadilah 18 Juni pagi gw ke bandara sama adek gw niat jemput bebeh. eh ternyata pintu keluarnya dialihin. udah feeling sih tapi yaaaah nyadarnya telat. jadi ga ketemu deh. sebenernya pengennya dari situ ngejar ke Hotel Mulia. tapiiiiiii, ga boleh sama bokap. jadilah bete seharian-____- apalagi ngedenger temen yang bilang ketemu langsung sama bebeh dan dapet "annyeong" dari dia-.-. pokoknya bete dan galaulah seharian sampe malem pas acara. nah besokan paginya... mikirnya bebeh udah pulang ke korea. eh ternyata dapet dari twitter kayanya masih di hotel, soalnya 18 Juni malem ga keliatan dia di airport. yaudah sama adek gw langsung berniat ke hotelpagi itu, beneran cuma pengen liat >.< setelah bujuk2 bokap nyokap.... akhirnya boleh, didrop depan hotel. begitu masuk hotel cengo ngeliat itu hotel mewah banget o.o *katro amat gw* fyi, itu gw cuma berduaan sama adek gw. terus nungguin TS yang laennya mau dateng katanya. jadilah stalking berlimaan itu, gw, adek gw, nabilah, kak tami n kak rima.
kita naek ke lt 5, swimming pool n tempat fanmeet miss a, ceritanya mau sok ikutan fanmeet. pas lagi nunggu di swimpool eh dancer2 bebeh nongol. setelah beberapa lama, akhirnya kita mutusin buat ngasih salah satu meranti yang dibawa kak tami. ngasih ke dancernya n foto bareng mereka^^. setelah itu kita nongkrong di area swimpool sekedar duduk2. dari situ pindah ke toilet *emang mo ke toilet*. pas keluar tiba2 ada orang2 yang bilang 'eh itu kayaknya yang di swimpool itu hyungjun deh....' kita langsung kesana daaaaan beneran itu bebeh ya alllah cakep banget putih kinclong ga nahan. tapi sayangnya begitu mau masuk are swimpool ga bisa ketahan sekuriti. daripada nanti disuruh turun balik lagi lah ke toilet, terus keluar ngeliatin dari lorong di sana, cuma pake kaca. itu pun kita masih kucing2an sama sekuriti. pokoknya tiap kabur ke toilet atau ruang spa disana, atau sok2 liatin lukisan wakaka. mau foto2 dia tapi batere hape lowbat n ga bawa digicam. ngeliatin bebeh maen2 di kolam renang sama dancernya.... asli lah dia putiiiiih bangeeeet. anyway ga ada absnya yaa haha. dia maen air kayak anak kecil lucuuuu banget.
setelah beberapa lama akhirnya kita terusir ke bawah. dan nunggu beberapa lama di bawah kali aja dia turun makan... (dan dia malah ngaplot selca di twitter-.- ) akhirnya gw sama adek gw balik jam 3an.. nyerah kelaperan, n udah dismsin nyokap mulu bilang jangan sore2 =.=. nabilah, kak tami, n kak rima masih disana entah gimana ceritanya.
selesailah pengalaman stalking pertama gw. next time.... kalo ada yang dateng lagi, gw punya waktu n izin akan dilakukan lagi, dengan lebih profesional, dan batere hape penuh. sekian.

maaf pendek, antara niat ga niat nulisnya._.v

Report from KIMCHI event

finally! this is the very first time i attend a concert paying and the line-up has Jungmin in it!!!! yahuuuuuuu. though Jungmin only sing 4 songs... i dont feel any regret for spending much money. what i regret is i didn't get his signature, didn't shakehands with him, and didn't give him nything.... while lots of triple s (not all of them) manage to do those things. nah let's begin my report~ (ah yeah, i'll mixed english and indonesian again as usual)

Friday, June 3 2011.

Jung Min arrived in Jakarta!! dengan susah payah dari tanggal 2 Juni gw bujukin bokap buat nganter ke bandara. dan akhirnya dianterin. plus nyokap nyindir-nyindir ngatain gw norak dsb tapi tebel muka aja deh yaaaa. jadi lah gw ber4 (bonyok, gw n adek) ke bandara dari jam setengah 3 kurang. pas nyampe udah banyak TSI yang disana. peswatnya harusnya landing jam 15.25 tapi katanya delay 15 menit. pas nyampe tuh kita belom tau Jungmin bakal keluar lewat pintu mana, apakah pintu biasa atau dialih2in. setelah bolak balik naek turun tangga bareng beberapa TS ngikutin bodyguardnya... ternyata dia trun lewat gate biasa. fiuuuuuh. setelah nunggu sampe jam setengah 5an... baru lah dia nongol. SUMPAH YA ITU JUNGMIN GANTENG TINGGI PUTIH MULUS RAMAH LUAR BIASA. ada segerombolan Triple S yang disamperin sama dia n disalamin. aaaaaaaa *kalo di fancam gw itu di saat kamera gw dengan bodohnya mengarah ke atas-_-*. gw cuma bisa ngefreeze neriakin nama dia n pas lewat depan tempat gw n beberapa temen gw diri Jungmin nengok ke kita n ngelambai. sumpah gitu aja rasanya gw seneeeeeeeng banget. ga sia sia gw nungguin dia lama-lama dikatain aneh sama bonyok dan lebay oleh tante gw buat liat muka cakepnya. senyumnya itu loooooh aaaaaaaa. dan setelah disadarin adek w, gw lari dari tempat gw diri ngejar dia ke arah depan tapi dia dimob (dikerubutin) sama banyak TS *entah TS apa bukan ga ngerti deh* dan gw yang mau nyamper juga langsung diem. gw mau nyamperin tapi ngeliat dia udah kasian banget jalannya susah (tapi herannya dia masih aja senyum gilaaaaaa laki gw sabar banget sih lo). gw pengen neriakin biar pada ngasih jalan pun ga bisa teriak, gw teriak juga ga bakal didengerin. dia nerima gift dari fans. gw rasa scene itu semua yang cuma terjadi 1 menitan mungkin... bakal terus di otak gw sampe kapanpun. sukses malemnya pas di rumah gw susah tidur cuma gara2 kebayang itu, excited abis especially excited for June 4th KIMCHI event itu.

ngomong2 itu Jung Min keluar setelah X-5 keluar. dan X5 itu gw liat tingginya biasa aja.. masih tinggian Jung Min malah. dugaan gw pake insole (dan memang benar, dikonfirmasi oleh cerita TS yang juga reporter majalah di keesokan harinya). setelah Jung Min itu Girl's Day.. terakhir The Boss atau DNA. yang nyambut ni dua ga rusuh.. kerumunanan habis terisap Jung Min. dan dari gitu aja pun..... udah langsung banyak yang sepertinya jadi ngefans sama Jung Min. abis dia ramahnya super sih. biasanya kan yang tau dia ramah gitu cuma Triple S.. sementara kemaren ada fandom2 laen juga di bandara jadinya ya terlihat deh sama yang laen. di airport itu cuma Jung Min yang senyum ramah n ngeliatin semuanya dan lambai2 tangan ke kita. anak X-5 tampangnya biasa aja pas keluar, nengok pun ngga kayaknya. eh ada 1 satu yang nengok sih gara2 dipanggil namanya sama fans, tapi senyum pun ngga! Girl's Day sama The Boss juga tampangnya datar. makes me feel so lucky to be Triple S! anyway Ranka-chan (manajernya Jung Min) keluarnya kepisah sama Jung Min. Jung Min keluarnya bareng Kim Terry (vice CEOnya CNR, agensinya Jung Min). gw baru ngeh dia Kim Terry pas adek gw bilang gitu. abisan muka dia di facebook sama gw liat beda sih, gantengan aslinya. Ranka-chan juga mukanya lumayan loh.. n mau nerima gift dari fans yang ga sempet ngasih ke Jungminnya langsung.

setelah semua itu terjadi... masih cengo dan speechless....gw nuker tiket *karena bonyok udah ngomel2* dan pulang, dengan otak gw masih ngawang mikirin Jung Min. *pas lagi ngetik ini pun otak gw masih ngawang diisi Jung Min*

Saturday, June 4 2011

KIMCHI day! gw pergi ke venue setelah asar... karena gate dibuka jam 4 dan rumah gw cuma berjarak 15 menitan dari venue. pas nyampe venue gw diceritain kalo Kim Terry, si vice CEO of CNR, Jung Min's agency, greeted Triple S there! ahhhh sayang banget gw dateng sore! mereka sempet foto bareng juga lagi. dan pasti si Jung Min bakal liat fotonya. huwaaaaaa ga ada gwnya-_-

pas gate dibuka kita ga langsung masuk... entah mengapa masih pada duduk2 n ngobrol2 nyantai dulu. tiba2 kerumunan elf ngejar mobil lewat di luar tapi tiba2 berenti gitu. kitanya yang ga peduli gitu mikir palingan Dongae. tapi tau2 kata TS laen yang baru nongol ga lagi duduk bareng2 bilang kalo yang tadi lewat itu Jung MIn! kita cum bisa ber 'ohhhhh mestinya kita kesana ya...' dengan ekspresi yang biasa aja. LOL, nyantai banget ya kita. ujung2nya kita masuk ke dalam venue jam 5an dan langsung nyari posisi buat majang banner sakti Triple S, yang dibawa TCI dulu pas nonton Persona in Bangkok. ini dia si banner sakti

tadinya kita mau duduk nyerong panggung tapi berhubung si banner di seberang panggung jadinya pindah deh, dengan harapan kalo Jung Min bakal ngeliat banner kita n ngeliat kita2 disitu.

acara mulai cukup on time, jam 6 lewat dikit. MCnya Edric dan DJ Young dari Arirang Radio. mereka nyebut2in nama artisnya gitu kan tapi siEdric ga nyebutin Jung Min! parbet! 2x pula salah gitu. setelah abis X-5 baru deh disebut Jung Minnya. kayaknya dia abis liat mention twitternya yang pada ngomel2 lol. dan setelah disebutin namanya satu istora histeris. gila lah ya kharisma cowok gw~ lol

performance pertama dari The Boss, yang nampilin Admiring Boy n Shining World. terus mereka talk time gitu *diinterview maksudnya* sama MCnya. ngomong2 translatornya sepertinya orang Korea yang bisa bahasa Indonesia jadi translateannya dia Korea-Indo itu rada..... kacau, dan logatnya aneh. terus lanjut 2 lagu lagi entah apa, gw bukan fansnya n gatau lagu-lagunya sih yaaa. n setelah 2 lagu itu mereka bilang berikutnya itu lagu terakhir dari mereka dan perform lagu itu, yang judulnya Stumble, Stumble. 

lanjut ke X-5,yang gatau lagi perform apaan haha. itu di fancam 1 gw deh pokoknya n perform 2 lagu dulu. talk time terus perform Don't Put On An Act. di lagu terakhir itu.... si Gun buka baju! ga model dirobek gitu tapi dibuka kancingnya semua. gw yang tadinya ga gitu ngeh lagi nontonin screen pas liat ke panggung tau2 dia udah topless gitu! hanjir! gw sampe bilang "waooow!" bukannya terkesima ngeliat absnya (masih bagusan leader menurut gw -oot- balik) tapi gw shock aja gitu. n itu baru setengah lagu men o.o. udah deh performnya X-5 selesai, mereka cuma 3 lagu.

next is Girl's Day. mereka mulai dengan lagu Twinkle Twinkle, yang niatnya mau gw fancamin full tapi gw telat nyadar itu lagu jadi telat deh difancamnya-_-. setelah itu talk time. asli yaaaa mereka cantik-cantik dan aegyo banget!! apalagi si Minah tuh pipinya chubby banget mau gw cubitin rasanya! dan mereka not so skinny jadi masih enak diliat. setelah itu mereka perform 2 lagu yang gw lagi2 gatau itu lagu apa (judul lagu The Boss aja gw dapet dari komen fancam di youtube), sepertinya salah satunya judulnya Nothing Last Forever tapi gw ga yakin juga sih.. dan mereka menghilang.

nah ini nih. PARK JUNG MIN! yeaaaay. gw langsung readyin kamera n minta adek gw yang rekam untuk awal2 *ternyata hasilnya ancur gara2 dia terlalu ngezoom-_-* satu istora itu teriak2 PARK JUNG MIN. PARK JUNG MIN. sumpah yaaaaa thank you banget loh fandom2 laen yang udah teriakin namanya. diputer kan potongan video Not Alone pada histeris. dan dimulailah performancenya. Not Alone. gw speechless. ngikut nyanyi, n teriak2. suaranya sama persis kalo nontonin MV or fancam n dengerin mp3. cool. awesome. lanjut lagu kedua, Do You Know. awesome tetep. terus talk time. naaaah dia ngenalin diri pake bahasa Indonesia. "Selamat malam saya Jungmin. Saya senang bertemu kalian." dan satu istora histeris lagi. dia bener2 (kata timeline twitter) pangerannya KIMCHI deh. cuma dia yang bener2 diteriakin namanya. para elf pun ga bener2 neriakin Super Junior juga, cuma 'kyaaaaaaaaaa' gitu sampe kuping pengang. di talk time itu si MC nanya 'Apa yang kamu rasakan selama berada di Indonesia?' dan dia ngulangin kata ' berada di Indonesia' dengan jelas n fasih. logatnya jauh lebih bagus daripada translatornya. terus si Edric ngerangkul2 Jung Min gitu *cih padahal udah lupa nyebutin tadinya-_-* dan bilang 'kembaran gw nih' dan si Jung Min setelah dijelasin diiyain aja lagi (bego bener sih lo say). terus si Edric dirangkul n dicipika cipiki gitu aaaaaa. n si Edric ngomong ke penonton depan panggung bilang 'iri kan lo? iri kan?' dan lagi-agi si Jung Min ngulangin kata 'iri. iri' padahal ngerti juga ngga, dijelasin belakangan sama translatornya. terus Jung Min nya juga bilang 'aku cinta kamu' dan satu istora teriak lagi. Jung Min bilang kalo di Indonesia di merasa disambut dengan hangat dan jadi berasa di kampung halaman sendiri. (iyalah kan ada gw~) dan mau balik ke Indonesia lagi (bareng SS501 juga ya bang!). dia juga bilang di Indonesia ini dia nyiapin performance spesial yaitu Go Go, (atau koreanya, Gara Gara) yang pertama kali dia tampilin ini live. dia belom pernah perform ini dimana pun sebelomnya, spesial for Indonesia. huwaaaaaa. selesai talk time lanjut ke perform lagu ketiga Everyday is Christmas. biasanya di tengah 2 lagu ada butt dancenya dan dia bener2 butt dance oh tuhaaaaan. semuanya histeris lagi. dan dia tengah lagu dia juga ngambil gift n letter dari fans gitu. nyamperin sampe deket banget.  sumpah ya itu siapapun lucky banget deh dia yang diambil giftnya. lanjut ke lagu terakhir (hiks) Gara Gara. di sini ada dancer ceweknya, pake dress warna merah terang gitu. sumpah jealous banget gw liatnya.mana tengah perform ada dia backhug dancernya gitu lagi aaaaaaaa. semuanya histeris. biasanya gw ga pernah jealous ya sama dancer ceweknya SS501 tapi ini gila lah. sumpah yaaaa  yang ngajarin Jung Min ngedance sama cewek itu siapaaa? gara-gara leader sama bebeh nih ah keseringan kalo dance solo ada ceweknya-_- . maaf out of topic lagi.... setelah selesai performance dia bilang 'terima kasih' dan ngilang deh dia, semua Triple S langsung duduk.

lastly is Super Junior, MCnya neriakin 'Are you ready for Super Junior?' dan satu istora pada teriak 'kyaaaaa' kenceng banget sampe kuping pengang n bawah gw berasa gempa gara-gra pada berdiri. gw sama adek gw malah duduk santai n makan kitkat. pegel bo abis teriak2 buat Jung Min tadi. dan gw ngeliat Suju ga excited. gw cuma merhatiin Leeteuk, Eunhyuk and Heechul (bias2 gw di Suju) dan itupun bentar. Mereka perform Bonamana terus No Other (ini gw fancamin). terus talk time deh. si Leeteuk ngomong Indo gitu kan ngeliat contekan tapi kayaknya hasil gugel translate deh lo. abisan dia bilangnya 'aku suka Indonesia gadis' ngahahaha. ohya si Leeteuk juga teriak2 'Assalamualaikum!' yang dengan begonya gw bales, kan harusnya ngga boleh-_- otomatis sih mulut gw.... setelah talk time Suju-M perform Perfection dan Super Girl. otak gw langsung mikir 'yah sayang ga ada Hangeng'. terus Suju-T perform Rokkugo dan terakhir Leeteuk bilang ini bakal jadi lagu terakhir n mereka pun perform Sorry Sorry.

selesai deh acara. terus kita agak mencar dulu awalnya *ada yang nyari TS yang ngambil handycam, disita karena ketangkep ngerekam, harusnya ga boleh..* dan nyari TS yang mau nitip gift buat Donghae *titipan dari yang ga bisa nonton* tapi ujung2nya panitia ga mau ngasihin *menurut gw* itu gift jadinya ya gagal deh-_- terus ngumpul lagi gara2 ketemu 2 TS yang kerjanya jadi reporter majalah dan ngewawancarain kita. mereka juga cerita pas mereka wawancara Jung Min kalo Jung Min juga ngulngin kata2 kayak di KIMCHI. mereka ngomong dorong terus si Jungmin ngulangin "dorong. dorong" n ngomong suka diulang juga sama dia "suka. suka" lucuuuu banget. gw jadi mikir untung kata2 macem bego dan jelek ga keluar. entah apa jadinya kalo diulang sama dia lol. TS -reporter juga cerita kalo Jung Min pas ditanya soal SS501 bilang kalo kangen konser bareng mereka... dan bilangnya setelah semua solo selese mau ngomongin comeback SS501, as soon as possible. uyeeeee~

yak selesai wawancara pulang deh kita.... sumpah ya sampe hari ini, dua hari itu bisa dibilang best day of this year deh! sayangnya Jung Min malem itu langsung balik Korea, ga sempet shopping dulu dia disini. kayaknya itu promotor acaranya yang langsung ngebookingin pesawat-_- pelit amat sih loooo.

sekian deh fan account gw. bener-bener yang namanya Jung Min itu.... ramah, ganteng, putih, mulus, tinggi, seksi, sabar banget nget nget deh. yang gw liat di semua fancam n video acara SS501itu emang bener-bener sifatnya dia. aslinya bahkan lebih cakep dari semua video yang gw tonton. jadi ngebayangin bebeh putihnya kayak gimana coba.... okay have to sleep. 02.30 AM now. lol.

anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM HYUN JOONG! wish Break Down wins in various music chart! finish yous solo activity quick please, then comeback with SS501!
jalja~!

counting who i like in kpop

as in their music and their songs, not faces.

1. SS501
2. CN Blue
3. FT Island
4. Juniel *err she hasnt debuted in Korea yet*
5. KARA
6. 2PM
7. 2AM
8. Jay Park
9. Davichi
10. Gummy
11. Jang Woo Hyuk
12. Lee Hyori
13. Kim Tae Woo
14. Clazziquai
15. Eru
16. Wheesung
17. BoA
18. DBSK *them as 5. for now it should be JYJ's music*
19. B2ST/BEAST *dunno how to write it right*
20. Steven Lee *well he is a producer cum composer who works in SS501 albums n solos*

there are probably some names i forgot. and the number doesnt represent the rank how i like them, except no. 1 and 2 :p

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Young Saeng's Let It Go MV

yeaaaah! saengie finally solo debuted! with dance track! and i think this track has unique beat :D also he really shows his bad boy charm here! XD



anyway this the teaser. also really cool!!

CN Blue's Love Girl MV

they are reaaaaaaaally cute here :3. enjoy~!

bad mood 2

there are several things that i forgot to write and i cant edit it using this app-_-
weirdly the matches schedule in this event are overlayed with others. no good coordination from the organiser huh.. i know there's only a little time left before midterm test. they shouldn't start the matches late. they should organised this well so all people can support their classes. ah but seems too much apatisan in this college-_- so maybe such things wont effect much. i like this event tho.. *i like sports*
enough blabbering. my cellphone is getting lowbatt and i dont bring its charger.

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bad mood

well it's trivial matter actually. none is come to 100m sprint. i'm not the type who went around asking people to cheer for me. so i just post it in my class facebook group. there are several people who read it. but they still didnt come. they didnt even asked where it wil be held. i'm freakin annoyed. so here i am, nyolot n jutek mode on. oh yeah one of my friend is a victim already. seems there will be more victims in near future.*bitter grin evil smile*
#nowjpopping To Be Free - 嵐
this song calm me a bit.
next i have billiard match. one of my friend 'kindly' texts all people in my class to support me later, tho i doubt anyone will come. aish hell like i fckin care. i'll just come, play, lose and embarass myself then go home. victims seeya tomorrow or monday.

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seems i'm on a blog roll

that i can't stop posting. this is the last post for tonight maybe.
my friends are considering to re-take SNMPTN, still wanna try to their faculty of dream. they asked me, "udah pewe di STAN?"

pewe? ga juga sih. for heaven's sake i think this is the most uncool college i know. i even hate bureaucracy. honoring other people just simply because they ranked higher than me is SUCKS. sometimes i wonder, why i want to be here? why, at that time, i chose Taxation not Dentistry? maybe because i just simply dislike my mom's will. when she said i better off with Dentistry, my mind rebeled saying i will go to Taxation. atau mungkin gw milih FKG waktu itu pun cuma kebawa tante gw yang dokter gigi. molla.

or maybe this is God's way for me. my way of life is 'go with the flow'. it doesn't mean i live by following other people. i live with my own choices but when things are not good, i'll believe that's the fate i have. maybe sometimes i regret, but i'll just try to hang on and struggle, because i know my life will be extraordinary, selama gw berusaha.

anyway, my true desire is still with design majors, especially fashion design. since my mom doesn't allow me to chose it, re-taking SNMPTN is useless for me.

still awake

after listening to nue's highschool tale, it's fun like a comic book (said vindy). my highschool is fun but so-so. the only thing specialabout my highschool is that we are smart but we are not a bunch of bookworms ;)

my collection

my collection of various CDs and DVDs of SS501, Arashi and CN Blue

SS501 'UR Man' Special Concert DVD  IDR 110.000
CN Blue 'First Step' Special Limited Edition IDR 225.000
Park Jung Min 'Not Alone' IDR 130.000
Kim Hyung Jun 'My Girl' IDR 140.000
Arashi '5x10 ALL the BEST 1999-2009' (forgot how much, around IDR 100.000)
Arashi 'Around Asia' Concert DVD (also forgot how much, around IDR 100.000)
SS501 'Destination' Limited Edition IDR 240.000

I will add my collection later with Young Saeng's and Hyun Joong's solo album once they are released.

Does it cost me a lot? Yes, it does. But I buy them 50:50 with my sis. And they are worth it.

flash-post

actually i'm in middle of a class. pot put pph class. the lecturer asked us to start at 7am, while normally class starts at 8am. what worse is this lecturer end the class as usual. so here i am, in the class, haven't had my breakfast yet and feel sleepy. um.... tho i feel sleepy coz i woke at 3am just for fun^^;; but even if i woke as usual at 5 will still feel sleepy u.u *excuses*
and now he will call two of daltoners to count the taxes.
duh.
okay he got collin and indira. lucky me~
ah della and naomi behind ke are watching movie in della's netbook. lol. makes me wanna continue watching taiyou no uta.... *end this post to watch it*

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confession

actually.......... i'm just testing out this blogging app in my phone. let's see how this post will be displayed~ oh yeah the title is just to make people curious. *though no one will u.u*

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CN Blue's Intuition MV

random thought

super bored now in kosan. and well i'm not in the mood to talk with my fellow kos-mates. *bahasa yang aneh* jadinya ngeblog aja yuk~

masih soal 2PM yang kemaren. denger2 para hottest yang ke bandara ditipu sama soundsistem *si promotornya* soal mereka keluar dari gate mananya. haaaaaa kalo gitu misal ss501 especially jungmin ke indo jangan mereka deh promotornya. jungmin said airport is boring so he is always happy seeing fans in the airport. kalo kayak gitu promotornya mah nanti kasian jungminnya-,- ga ada yang nyambut dia.......

ngomong2 bokap gw tidak terlalu suka dengan fangirling thingy. dia bilang suka sih boleh tapi ga usah segitunya sampe pergi ke bandara buat liat artisnya or datengin konsernya yang ada di luar kota. dia bilang memperbudak diri sendiri. actually i HATE him saying such things. hello dia ngatain anaknya sendiri budak gitu. i like SS501 not only because of their face, or music. i like them because i could learn something from them, because they have good personality. their nice attitude membuat gw merasa dihargai sebagai fans. dan juga gw beli album ori walau mahal pun karena gw bener2 dukung mereka. ibaratnya idol dan fans itu hubungannya simbiosis mutualisme. ya mereka dapet duit dari kita sebagai penghasilan dan kita pun juga walau keluar duit dapet hiburan yang bener2 worth dengan harga segitu. kalo menurut bokap gw yang mestinya beli yang ori itu produk dalam negeri, yang luar negeri ga usah ori, bajakan aja. kalo lagu dalam negerinya sesuai dengan selera gw ya bakal gw beli lah. sayang aja gw lebih suka yang dari korea n jepang.
anyway i never argue with my dad about that coz i know people opinions are different with each other. kalo dilawan bawaan gw pasti nyolot jadinya ujung2nya gw bilang yayaya terserah aja. and most of my opinions are not the same with my parents'. dan perbedaan opini itu ga cuma soal idol2an aja ya, tapi juga hal2 lainnya. makanya gw dengan egoisnya wishing and hoping and praying kalo siapapun anak ss501 mau ke indo, please banget jangan di mikie holiday brastagi, walau gw tau mereka emang promotor bagus. gw pengen banget liat mereka dan gw ga bakal boleh kesana dengan alesan yang menurut gw kurang masuk akal. kalo ga dibolehin dengan alesan jauh bahaya sendirian dsb sih masih bisa deh gw terima *dan gw udah punya argumen juga kalo alesan mereka begitu*. heeem mau tulis apalagi ya? diseling solat n makan jadi lupa=.= sekian dulu sepertinya.

Live n Rockin with 2PM

last March 19, i watched Blackberry Live n Rockin Concert with thya. karena dapet gratisan~~ emang tiketnya ga dijual bebas sih.. nah performer di konser itu ada 2PM (alasan utama gw kenapa nonton), Shontelle, Taio Cruz dan Suede Gw cuma nonton sampe lagu kedua Taio sih... ya karena gw kpoper jadi yang gw ceritain dari awal ngantri sampe 2PMnya aja yak~~

nyampe venuenya di JIExpo itu jam setengah 4an.. dan itu ngantrinya udah panjaaaaang gila, padahal gerbangnya baru dibuka jam 5.  jadinya ya kebagian belakang deh nontonnya-_- setelah gerbang dibuka pun antriabergerak dengan perlahan maju. sebenernya ga perlahan juga sih, karena berantakan antriannya jadi majunya lama. selama ngantri itu ada beberapa orang yang pingsan. setelah berhasil masuk venue pada sekitar pukul 6an, di dalem tuh udah banyak banget orang. kan selama nunggu mulai konsernya ditayangin video gitu. tiap tampang 2PM muncul para Hottest teriak2 gitu. konsernya mulai jam 7 dan 2PM yang perform pertama~ kan ada beberapa kali gitu gerak maju ke depan. tapiiiiiiiii yang daerah belakang gw dorong2 gitu. pokoknya Hottest2 itu *gw ga nyalahin semua ya. yang ngerasa dorong2 aja*  eh jangan bilang Hottest deh nanti pada ngomel2 ke gw lagi. apa ya? kpopers ababil?? yah pokoknya mereka2 itu dorong2 banget. hiiiiiih pada rusuh banget deh-____-

oke jadi mulailah 2PM itu pada jam 7 lewatan. karena ada basa basi MCnya dulu. MCnya bagus sih.. Daniel Mananta sama cewek gatau namanya siapa. jadi pas 2PM muncul. langsung deh semua histeris karena ITU MEREKA SEMUA CAKEP-CAKEP YA ALLAAAAAH!! ASLI GANTENG PARAH! PUTIH-PUTIH JUGAAAA. terutama Nichkhun itu putiiiiiiih banget gw mau kulitnyaaa. oke gw ga nyante haha. dan itu bias gw JUNSU GANTENG GILAAAAAA. padahal jarak gw jauh men jadi gw liat pun harus jinjit2 n ga gitu jelas muka mereka. tapi tuh gantengnya mereka itu keliatan dari jauh! dan gw lupa di lagu apa si Taecyeon ngangkat2 baju gitu. langsung gw teriakin BUKA WOI BUKA! hahahaha yadong abis gw.

Pertama 2PM perform I'll Be Back. dan mereka perform pake kostum I'll Be Back mereka *yang tidak terlalu gw suka* sepanjang acara, walau atasannya ujung2 nya dibuka menyisakan kaos item. *ngarepnya sih topless /plakk*. selesai I'll Be Back, mereka ngomong "Selamat Malam. We are 2PM!" *eh atau kami ya? maklum jarak jauh kali aja gw salah denger* dan mereka ngenalin diri masing2 pake Inggris. "This is Taec" dan sebagainya. terakhir Nichkhun yang ngenalin diri "Selamat malam. This is Khun." terus Taec, Junsu tuh ngomong2 entah apa lagi gw ga inget n ga denger jelas karena audiencenya rusuh teriak2 mulu. Setelah itu mereka perform Heartbeat, disambung sama I Hate You. terus mereka ada ngomong2 lagi n seruin yel2 gitu. terus terakhir deh nyanyi 10 Out Of 10. dan selesai sudah performnya 2PM. mereka perform kurang dari 30 menit totalnya. bener2 kurang puas. *tapi kalo kelamaan nanti gw jadi Hottest beneran lagi. lol*
gw sih udah ngaplot semua fancamnya di youtube gw, tapi goyang2. goyangnya itu selain agak kedorong tangan gw juga pegel hehe. please check them out at http://www.youtube.com/user/codestorm501

nah sekarang giliran gw complain soal konsernya. *gratis aja ngeluh terus ckck*
gw kasian banget sama 2PMnya. mereka itu berangkat dari Korea pagi2, n pesawatnya delay jadi baru nyampe indo setengah 5 sore dan langsung ke JIExpo. udah gitu mereka perform cuma bentar n pulang lagi ke Korea jam 12 malem itu juga. gw gatau itu emang EOnya pelit atau mau JYPnya begitu. but helllooooooo itu orang gitu kerja.... capek banget kan..... kasian abis gw sama mereka. dan pas gw ngeliat foto mereka bareng Aura Kasih yang heboh di timeline gw itu, mereka tuh tampangnya keliatan capek abis.... senyumnya datar. malah ada yang ga senyum. dan di foto Daniel bareng Nichkhun tuh keliatan banget face skinnya Nichkhun jelek gara2 kecapekan *yeah kecapekan bakal mempengaruhi kondisi kulit muka, karena Youngsaeng biasanya gitu, langsung bad skin kalo capek* bahkan Junsu tuh sampe ngetweet long time no see korea gitu pas udah nyampe korea.. saking mereka mondar mandir beberapa negara gitu kayaknya.

dan please ya kpopers indonesia. tolong dong jangan brutal n rusuh dorong2 gitu. malu tau diliat artisnya. tweetnya Nichkhun hari ini tuh "Btw Thank you IndonesianHottest for such a great feedback! I hope no one got hurt!" yang artinya dia liat kita nontonnya ada yang rusuh seenaknya dorong2 ke depan. semua juga pengen liat 2PM. tapi kita kan mau liat dengan nyaman kan. jangan egois sendiri mau liat jelas. posisi gw pas nonton juga ga enak kok, ga bisa liat jelas. ga mungkin semuanya bisa ke depan kan. yah semoga kalo ada acara kayak gini lagi kita semua kpopers indo lebih tertib nontonnya. jadi para idol kpop itu pun seneng ngeliat kita, bukannya malah khawatir karena rusuh.

okay that's all my story about 2PM! wish me luck to be able to see other korean idol concert, especially when it's SS501 or CN Blue!

Kim Hyung Jun's oH! aH! MV

i think S-Plus is quite wealthy, letting him has 2 MV and also he changes into several outfits in those MV xDD. this MV is official so make sure everyone watch from this one to incrase the number of views!

Hyung Jun's Girl MV + lyrics

it's OUT!!!



here are the lyrics~~

널 그냥 처음부터 사랑하지 말 걸
나 원래 사랑 따윈 관심 없다는 걸
처음엔 그냥 호기심 때문에 잠깐 만
나려 했어
그 이상은 아녔어
하루하루 지나고 Wanna B Mine!
나 원래 이런 놈이 아닌걸. 내 맘이
맘이 아닌 걸
두 번 다시 Don's wanna Foolin'
Around!
이미 내 맘을 줘버린 걸
날 사로잡은 Girl! 너 하나밖에 모르
는 나!
너 하나만을 원하고 원하는 나!
영원한 Girl!너 하나만을 위한 내맘
내맘 진심인걸! 이노랜 너를 위한
Luv Song!
Oh,Girls,Girls,Girls! U Know! 넌
내 전부인 걸!
I Know, Know, Know, I Know! 너 하
나뿐인 걸!
Oh,Girls,Girls,Girls! U Know! 넌
내 사랑인 걸!
I Know, Know, Know, I Know! 넌 내
여자란 걸!
L.O.V.E! 지금도 내 눈엔 너만!
L.O.V.E! 그저 하루 종일 너를 상상
해!
이제부터 너 없으면 허전한 걸!
또 두근 두근대는 심장이 날 미치게
해
매일매일 니 생각, Finally Found!
나 이게 사랑인 것 같아. 예전과는 정
말 달라.
두 번 다시 Don't wanna Turn U
Down!
이젠 난 너밖에 없는 걸
날 사로잡은 Girl! 너 하나밖에 모르
는 나!
너 하나만을 원하고 원하는 나!
영원한 Girl!너 하나만을 위한 내 맘
내맘 진심인걸! 이노랜 너를 위한
Luv Song!
Oh,Girls,Girls,Girls! U Know! 넌
내 전부인 걸!
I Know, Know, Know, I Know! 너 하
나뿐인 걸!
Oh,Girls,Girls,Girls! U Know! 넌
내 사랑인 걸!
I Know, Know, Know, I Know! 넌 내
여자란 걸!
You, You, You're On My Mind!
(From The) Bottom of my heart!
Girls, (It's)2Night!Common!
난 너만 보며 살아
널 알아가는 난 It's Alright!
솔직히 낸 맘이 이럴 줄 몰랐어,
Babe!
이제야 난 알 것 같아
내 진심만큼 네게 다가갈 수 있다는
걸 !
날 사로잡은 Girl! 너 하나밖에 모르
는 나!
너 하나만을 원하고 원하는 나!
영원한 Girl!너 하나만을 위한 내 맘
내맘 진심인걸! 이노랜 너를 위한
Luv Song!
Oh,Girls,Girls,Girls! U Know! 넌
내 전부인 걸!
I Know, Know, Know, I Know! 너 하
나뿐인 걸!
Oh,Girls,Girls,Girls! U Know! 넌
내 사랑인 걸!
I Know, Know, Know, I Know! 넌 내
여자란 걸!


anyway his title track is "oH aH!" so i'll post it once it's released, which is tonight~! XD

why i am a Triple S

this is not written by me but i love this essay! so shoving it here so i could easily showing people why i love SS501^^ and this also what i thought about them. this written exactly like what's in on my mind.

WARNING. it's super long. but you'll like it^^

An Essay bout What Do I Think of SS501 by Greenapple05



There's a big possibility that no one would waste their time on this rant, but still, I don't care. I have to get it out.

So, a while ago I was watching SS501's Love Ya MV on youtube (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VprGHf3-144) when I read a comment regarding them. It wasn't a negative one but actually one that I agree alot to. I also believe that SS501 could penetrate the world market if only they didn't have the language barrier. They are unique from the common idols who are too commercialized, puffery, caked faced and chipmunk voices now a days.

SS501, in my opinion, is one of the most underrated idol group. Why? They are underrated because they seem to be overrated. How can I say this? People think they are overrated because they think that they only got famous because of HJL's success in his drama, BOF, which is in fact kinda true but not entirely. I would be lying if I say that it wasn't because they did get a little more famous after BOF but don't get me wrong, they are already famous at that time. BUT unknowledgeable people seem to think that they are overrated just because of HJL which is in no way true. And the fact is UR MAN was a big success even before BOF was showed to public. Because of this mindset, people seem to think that they have no talents at all and does not even bother to get to know more about them thus, making them underrated. I hate it when they say they don't have talents when each of them have advanced in their own expertise. I also hate the fact that jung min's success in his musical was overlooked. He was awarded for his role for god's sake! And people tell me he can't act! People tell me kyu jong can't sing when they can't even explain to me why he had made a lot of OSTs for dramas.

And so, going back to the starting point, I was watching their MV and scrolled down to the comments and saw some really mean ones. I hate the fact that they are being compared to other artists in a very insulting and inferior way when I think otherwise. I think that out of all the idol groups today, SS501, in my opinion, is the most genuine. I don't even consider them as idols anymore coz they really don't act like one thus, giving them that CLASS which is very uncommon in their industry and I like how frank they are. Most of the idols today are too commercialized and too fake for my taste and too concerned about their "IDOL" image. Some are too eager to get attention and some are even better off to becoming a group of entertainers than artists. I always wonder how SS501 could pull off anything without being concerned on their IDOL image. They'll go for anything that were settled for them but they don't come off as cocky.

I hate the fact that they're UNDERRATED. is it just me who thinks like this?

I seriously think that out of all the idol groups that are not promoted by SM entertainment, SS501 are the only ones who could compete against any of their artists. (Excluding the girl groups, coz let's face it, in KPOP today, even if you have the voice of a chipmunk but if you're a girl and the face, you'll make more money than that of a talented group one. right?) Have anyone noticed that SM don't date their artists comeback with the same date as SS501's usually? I used to wonder how bigger they could get if they have the superior promoting power like SM entertainment. We all know that DSP are not really good at promoting but despite this fact, SS501 really hit it big even before BOF!

I hate it when people say they didn't win any major awards when they did. Didn't they win the rookie award? in both korea and in japan when they also promoted there? I hate it when people compare them too much to SUJU and think that they're inferior to them when in fact even before SORRY SORRY came, SS501 won awards against SUJU. [correct me if I'm wrong. I have nothing against SUJU because I'm a fan too.] Even shindong of SUJU proclaimed that SS501 is a threat to them when Jung min told the listeners the story when they were rehearsing for their comeback of LOVE YA. [Okay I'll tell the story. SS501 was in shimshimtapa and jung min said that when they were rehearsing for their comeback, it gave him a shock that all 10 members of suju watched them rehearse after SUJU finished their rehearsal. Because usually, when an artist is done performing, they usually go back straight to their dressing rooms. It even gave him a shock to see heechul staring straight towards them in his black glasses. Then, shindong replied, that even if it's their friends and colleagues, they always check their competition.] My point is, why do fans keep on making troubles for themselves when in fact SUJU, SS501, DBSK and even BIGBANG are all friends even before debut? THIS FRUSTRATES ME ALOT. Then, people say that it wasn't true when I have even watched a video back when SUJU and SS501 were on the same stage in japan back in 2005 or 2006. They are all good friends towards each other. They hugged and joked around like what friends do when they were on backstage, especially yesung and youngseang. Baby was even fooling around his eunhyuk hyung. And baby is a good friend of kangin. When baby was shooting some show, he saw kangin going in to the room next door. Kangin saw him and went back and approached him and they hugged. They even went far from the camera and talked in whispers while their arms are on each other's waists. This was during deja vu days. Even DBSK are good friends with SS501. I think everyone knows that so why compare?

I love SS501 because they are versatile. In all the idol groups I've watched and seen, SS501 is the only group that could pull off anything that is thrown to them. And they're the only group who is continuously invited VIP in fashion shows because of their great sense of style. They're really flexible. In my opinion, out of all the idol groups who have done highclass photoshoots SS501 are the most effective as models. Argh. I hate the fact that I couldn't say enough.

I love them because they didn't have to resort to their sexuality to gain attention. they didn't stripped or showed unnecessary skin to get attention. They did music for music and not for attention and fame.

I love SS501 not just because of their appearances but because of their depth and personalities. I've researched alot about them and read millions of fanaccounts from their events. Each of them never fails to amazed me. I'll share some to you who is reading this useless ranting. In one of the shows they were recording, SS501 was eating during their break time, but when they saw their fans, they stopped eating and gave out food to the audience. Jung min on another fanaccount was in one of the shows they were recording when he went to the washroom and came back holding blankets for the female artists in the same show who were wearing super short clothes. The director of strong heart or some other show ordered the staff of the show to never edit out SS501's cuts because of great fond towards them. A PD in one of the show said that SS501 would always lean on each other and are always TOGETHER. They don't wait for others to do stuff for them but they take the initiative and serve themselves. He also said that it was the first time for him to see an IDOL GROUP to have such a strong bond that is very visible to anyone who are fortunate to see them. Even their manager said that if you would check their call logs in their phones, all you could see are each of the member's names aside from their families. A fanaccount also said that Leader have kyu jong's picture in his passport during BOF shooting in case he miss kyu jong when he's away from them. They don't ever forget to show respect to anyone. Be it their juniors or some stranger. I know koreans are really respectful. It's in their culture but SS501's respect is beyond from the common. I am always amazed at how they show respect first to anyone even to their juniors by bowing 90 degrees. It was a first for me to see an IDOL GROUP who knelt down and bowed to their fans as a sign of gratefulness. And no, I wasn't talking about the time when they won in LOVE YA but even during their first year of debut to their asian tour concert. If you would check the time they knelt during their LOVE YA win, you would see shindong at the side of the stage clapping towards them and doing two thumbs up continuously, expressing his reaction towards the gesture they've done
 


HERE's THE VID. AT AROUND 0:33
As well as the other artists at their back. Going back on their relationship with SUJU, if you would watch the fancam, you will see that leetuek even held kyu jong's hands.


(see? what's the point on comparing these two bands? we all have our own tastes in KPOP. people should learn to mind their own business.


Believe me, I am not making these stories. If you search around quite well, you'll see for yourself.


They have gained respect not only from their juniors like U-KISS, (they wanted to become like SS501. if you watch their interviews, they're consistent on saying that SS501 is their role model. They have such great respect towards them and this is not just because kibum is baby's bro.) their co-workers and other idol groups but from their seniors as well in different areas of the entertainment industry. They didn't gain this type of respect just because of their achievement in their fields but because no matter how far they have gone, they're still down to earth and humble towards anyone. The success they gained didn't get into them. They didn't change. And I think, this kind of respect gained from the people around you is the highest form. You gain this kind of respect when you've won them through the person you are/personal achievement and not because of money or possession. These characteristics of them makes them untouchable or makes oneself intimidated. If you watch fancams you'll understand what I'm saying. Even other groups are hesitant to sometimes approach them. Even one host in an interview commented that SS501 gives off an aura that seems like only them could be in it which makes other people have difficulty to approach them. Especially when all five of them are together, people think that the atmosphere is quite tensed but from the people who have known SS501, they are the most warm and friendly people they've met. And this is why the bond between triple S and SS501 is strong. And now I know why SS501 have such great influence towards their fans. And now I know why Triple S is the most harmless fanbase of all. I have a lot more stories about them but this portion is getting quite long.



I love the respect, concern and love they have towards each other and their fans. People may see leader as someone who's wacky, funny and 4D but to the members, he's alot more. Not only the members see this side of leader but the staff too. The members respect leader because they see him as someone who is worthy to follow. Baby likes leader alot because he doesn't have a hyung to take care of him until he met leader. Leader would always take care of his members and will always think of them. During his shooting of BOF, he was filmed carving their group name, SS501, on an ice statue in the set showing how much he miss his members. One time at taiwan, leader entered the conference room and checked everything that was in the hall then, Hyung jun entered the hall. He didn't notice that the Taiwanese host greeted him in korean. Leader called baby back and told him to greet the host. The PD said that Leader seriously stared at baby as he watched baby properly greeted the host back and apologized for not noticing. After knowing that baby did the right thing, he went back to his cheery self. Taiwanese staff were even more surprised to see leader serving cups of water to his members when they usually see the dongsaengs of the idol groups they have encountered are the ones who does the serving. This is from a taiwanese magazine. There was a tv show that requires the fans to vote their favorite idols through text for their idols to win. When they were asked to say something to their fans to ask for support, without hesitation they said, we don't like our fans spending money for us. We don't like this kind of thing. *jung min looked at the camera and said* It's okay, you don't need to vote for us. (i watched this on youtube. The vid might be still available). It is also a first to me when they openly said to the public that they hate receiving expensive gifts from fans. They reject the gift and always give it back to the person. There was also a fanaccount where in there was a situation when she and some other fans waited for them outside their dorms. Their neighbors were complaining about the noise. All 5 of them went out to see the situation but leader asked his members to go back in and handled the situation himself and apologized to their neighbors. Jung min and kyu jong once helped a university student to continue her studies when she wasn't able to. Baby once held a hand of a fan who cried when she saw them and helped her wipe her tears. All of them said before that they always felt that they have to watch over kyu jong alot because he was too kind that people tend to take advantage of him. Youngseang, during their pre-debut days would always buy kyu jong food because he knows that kyu jong does not have the ability to. And have everyone seen the support SS501 gave jung min when he was starting to open his business? I was touched to see baby visit him when he didn't have a schedule and youngsaeng doing the photoshoot of the clothes. And kyu jong's promise to buy him a humidifier. And leader's pledge to quit the entertainment scene if jung min have a counterfeit!


LOL. check onstyle for these

HAHA. jung min even said that the members were even more worried of him opening a business than his own parents!



okay, what I'm saying is, why people can't see all these great things about them? And worse, people think they're inferior and didn't accomplish much. Are they not worthy because they don't use autotune? Do they not get the attention they deserve because they don't have the same amount of scandals like other groups? Or are they not worthy of attention because they don't show off their skin?



I hate the fact that their success are often shadowed by someone's scandal. Just because they're not active in a scandalous way doesn't mean they're not worth it. It's a music industry, you're suppose to make music, not news. And I hate it when they are considered as one of the quiet groups just because they don't make scandals. We all know that their biggest scandal is about their contracts which isn't even a scandal!



I could say all these observations because I observed all other idol groups as well before I have come to a conclusion of how I see SS501. And I was able to do so because I wasn't a diehard fan of SS501. I used to follow alot of group but I think SS501 deserved something to justify who they are, what they are and what they had achieved, achieving and will be achieving.



Yes, people may disagree with me but then again, these are only my opinions based on the facts I've read and seen.



all I could say is, IF EVER they are to not continue as SS501, the career they've journeyed through were magnanimous and worth it. We may not see them as SS501 on stage anymore but their brotherhood goes farther than what we see on stage. That's why I hate it when people say they are disbanding in such a mean way. Yes, it is just a name but that name is what brought them together and that bond formed by the five of them goes farther than what the eyes can see. Brotherhood and friendship is unseen by the eyes but felt by the heart.



but my hope isn't gone. They're going back! they might be gone for a year or so for their solo activities but they'll be back together on stage! Don't deny it, you, who is reading this post, is excited to see them advance on different fields! :"> right? haha. It's really hard to be fan of a multi-talented group. Coz once they do their solo activities, we are all on the run on who to watch out for and that fangirl in each one of us will kick/scream or shout like crazy once you see updates about them in different fields! HAHAHA.



Credits to Quainte501

kpop and its problems

firstly i would like to say.... SAENGIL CHUKHAHAE KIM KYU JONG!! aigooo oppa you already 24 years old *or 25*. you are old now ahjussi. LOL. wish you get a girlfriend. just tell Triple S if you do have, coz we are kind enough to not eat her~ kekeke^^

next, this heartbreaking news came out yesterday. Kibum and Xander are out from U-KISS! ;___; yeah i did cry a bit, especially because Kibum is my bias there >.< and they are kicked out. not withdrawing. NH Media is super silly for doing this. without Kibum whose brother is Hyungjun and Xander's magnificent language skill, U-KISS won't be famous. it's like they throwing them after getting U-KISS popular. especially with trashy excuses "to strengthen U-KISS vocal skills" they are being replaced for new members. sorry but i can't accept the new members that easily. seriously NH could just add them to the group. ah now i got the point. NH doesn't have that much money to pay them all and poor Kibum become the victim. i think Kibum has good vocals. but they don't divide singing parts fairly, mainly for Kevin and Soohyun, which makes Kibum skills hidden.  anyway i won't stop supporting U-KISS... but it would be better if the remaining 5 stand for them and not letting them out. now i could only pray for Kibum and Xander, wish them will get a better agency than NH Media. oh Xander please just out of there-_-

and KARA............ i'm praying KARA Seungyeon, Jiyoung and Nicole will be back to DSP. becuase i think *and get a feeling* that DSP stance are firmer and sounds like they are telling truth. aish why my kpop favorite groups are separating.......................... T__T.. SS501 is in solo mode, which is a good chance for them to improve. but Kibum and Xander is separated from U-KISS in a no-good way and KARA also almost divided :( both KARA and U-KISS thingy happened in January and February. hope March onwards wont have such kind of things happened and the problems are resolved. >.<

a piece of life

should admit i'm not a good blogger. but my mind feels full and let this post be a somewhat pensieve for my thoughts.

firstly i'm already 17. but i prefer being 16... 17 is too much responsibility.. and it's close to 20.
okay that's not what i want to blog about-.-

now almost time for end-term test. and i got a quiz tomorrow. yeah now isn't the right time to blog but somehow i can't bring myself to study *sigh*
but still.. i wish i get good scores. but have to turn it to 'i will' that's what's hard about study. changing your good marks wish to a will.
i do afraid for the dropped out thingy my college has-,- but.. argh. *frustrated*
and i have a group task. but my team... is no good==". i have to work my ass off to finish the task. i do that for my sake, not their.
my last confession.. is.. i killed someone. no, it's a joke. i like someone. but he already had a girlfriend. annoying eh?-_- it's been a reaaaaaally long time since i like someone but now i like the wrong person. good job me-_-. oh don't ask further about him. i'm already kind hearted and embarrassed enough to admit it.

next issue is my country.
why we have to pay for something free? i can see it clearly that the service provided to make an ID is free, but the staff bluntly said that have to pay. and i know that the money goes to his pockets. annoying. additionally the service they provided isn't good. some of the staffs in the room just sit and chat and only 2 people working. 1 receiving the citizens and other processing the data on computer. they said the network is sucks so that's why we have to wait for a long time. but can't they think of something to make their works faster and more efficient?
and also i read Alanda Kariza's blog post. her mother sentenced 10 years in prison and have to pay fines Rp 10 billions for something she didn't do. her bosses who actually guilty only sentenced 8 years and 6 years. why this country can't see which is right? why those people could only see money? why they can't see responsibility? they should works based on the rules, not based on the money they get. maybe they don't have enough salary *or they think it's not enough because of their greed* but they could works harder and find other better way to earn money. they shouldn't ask for things they shouldn't get nor works based on other people "request". (IMO, there's someone who has power wants to get her mother as a scapegoat)

i wish my generation.. when now they all talks about bringing this country to be better, they'll do it for sure. i hope my generation won't change their minds later when they already being someone powerful. in 20 or 30 years, i wish youth nowadays, my generation, could use their power to change my country to be better.. like they wish it now.

Jungmin's solo comeback!

been so long since i last blog.. and i'll have my UAS in a month time.
wish i get enoug score to continue my study. dropped-out system is scary. >< anyway today's is Jungmin's solo comeback! "Not Alone" lyrics written by Jungmin himself. it has deep meaning~ and we trend #501pjmnotalone in twitter and reach 3rd spot even before the designated time to trend. and Jungmin also trend as an extra. nice~ okay here's the MV. got addicted once i heard it :)

and here is his comeback stage at Mnet M Countdown!



enjoy~ ^^