Monday, May 26, 2014

Jogja trip

This trip is kinda sudden, because when I chatted Thya, saying I've never been to Jogja, she said she was going there to visit her grandparents and asked me if I want I can join her. So okay here I go haha. ANd the talks took place a week before our departure, so we didn't even think to ask other people to join us. I stayed there for 5 days and 4 nights, from May 9 until May 13.

I want him to go away

'Him' is my dad relative. I consider him as stranger though, because it's his dad and my dad who are related (they are cousins). He has already stayed here for over 10 days. He smokes and makes this house smells like cigarettes. I think that's why I often feel dizzy lately. He has a kid but already divorced. He works as a lawyer. Honestly I dislike him. Yeah he may treated me and my sis to a movie and spending more than 400K but I don't care, I want him away. It makes me kinda restricted in my home because of him, I can't wear too short or too thin clothes, while the weather is so hot. I feel like I have to appear diligent all the time. Seriously I can chase him away with harsh word and I won't feel guilty about it afterwards but I know my dad will get angry with me. I prefer if a friend of mine who stay here for that long because I know him/her well than this stranger. The fact I don't feel safe in my own home annoys me -_-

GAH JUST.GO.AWAY. or live with your kid like seriously -____-

Sunday, May 25, 2014

Apapun lah (lagi)

I listen to Utada Hikaru's First Love because the song popped in my head after hearing news about her 2nd wedding. Then I listen to Come Back To Me and Flavor Of Life (also her songs). As usual I searched for the lyrics translation and I feel like I can relate to those. (But I feel that to many songs so..) The lyrics are so........galau haha. #udahgituaja :p

Last night I dreamed about going to Japan, only for one day, as if it was a business trip. But instead of going to places I want to visit... I am busy buying food and snacks lol. Maybe because I slept in hungry state xD. Hope that dream comes true soon! (About going to Japan, for more than a day and not all about food xD)

I think I should be consistent and persistent in many aspect if I want to be at peace with him and myself.


Gah I haven't blog about my Jogja trip. Oh right I am thinking about making plans for my future trips. I know it's (having plans) so unlike me. Bul now I think planning trip carefully is necessary, because I haven't been able to visit all places I want to when I went Jogja. So.... let's make future trip plans! I won't put the dates but I'll just make a list about how many days, how to get there, prices estimation and stuff. Also friends that I can asked to be my tour guide~ (Or maybe I can just sleep over at her (or his????) house to save money lol)

Monday, May 19, 2014

Cuap-cuap sotoy

Gw mau sok ngomenin politik ah biar ngehits /plak. No, it's just several people in my timeline talked about it so I got curious and read news too, especially about the candidates for presidential election this year. So i would like to share my opinion, who is a total amateur and just an audience of all these things.

For 2014 Indonesia Presidential Election, there are 2 sets of President-Vice President candidate. The first pair is Joko Widodo and Jusuf Kalla, nicknamed Jokowi-JK and the second pair is Prabowo Subianto and Hatta Rajasa, nicknamed WoTa just kidding, I'll just shortened it with PS-HR. Each sets backed up by several political party. Jokowi is from PDI-P and JK is from Golkar, and they are supported by PDI-P, NasDem, PKB and Hanura. Prabowo is from Gerindra and Hatta is from PAN, and they are supported by 6 party, Gerindra, PAN, PKS, Golkar, PPP, and PBB. Actually several days ago there was a news about the 3rd set of candidate, consisting Aburizal Bakrie from Golkar and Pramono Edhie Wibowo from Demokrat. But this pair seems fail(?). Anyway what is weird that Golkar spread their support to 2 different groups. Although JK said he acted as himself, not under Golkar, it's just weird. Also Demokrat is not taking side, it's said they will keep neutral. Oh, there's also news about the party in PS-HR group are struggling to get positions in ministry. Just........... seriously, I want to sneer at them. No matter how they word it (dividing the works, they said), for me it looks like they just want to have power to control this country. They are working for their own group, not for Indonesia. Plus there are several 'criminals' within those group. So I think I'll just support my governor Jokowi. Because he works for Indonesia. I don't know much about JK though, but he seems capable enough to support Jokowi.

Suntuk

Gw udah nganggur 'cuma' selama 4 bulan tapi udah suntuk gila rasanya. I rarely talk to people and stuff, because it's me being suck at socializing and keeping contact. TKD kapan sih weh -_- It's not like I'm ready but it's just suck staying at home all day long, washing dishes, sweeping floor and cooking rice. Sebenernya ada beberapa kegiatan lagi sih, macem beberes isi lemari dan nyuci sendal-sepatu gw. Tapi ya beberes itu.......mager. Ya dasarnya gw aja yang bawaannya males kalo di rumah-.-
Btw gimana rasanya yang pure nganggur di rumah --;;;


Thursday, May 8, 2014

Weird dreams

First about a dried dead body with red eyes inside, poking out from between red cages. This morning about I tore my nail(?) and cut it tidily and it doesn't hurt at all.
Huft I didn't sleep tight eh :(
Whatever.
Right now is one of my crankiest time of the year because the weather is so damn hot and am having periodical stomach cramp. Good thing read Naruto's latest chapter and Team 7 is together once again, ease me up a bit.

Tuesday, May 6, 2014

Apapun lah :v

Though I am not into kpop as much as before (well seems it is still too much for several people :v) honestly I am still liking this genre because of the music and the artists' personality. Not all have good looks. Even I should admit my biases are not the most handsome ones (except Lee Jonghyun, I don't understand how could he be so good looking!). But they got great personality and sing well. Currently there are lots of idol who are able to sing well so... great personality is quite a must for me. Also I am liking Akdong Musician's songs. Debut with full album and all the songs self composed by the 17-18 year old brother of the duo. Just d-a-e-b-a-k.

Oh randomly watch (listen) Marry Your Daughter by Brian McKnight and feeling sad. The song is beautiful and I feel sad. So randomly pathetic.

Thursday, May 1, 2014

Crush

Not 2NE1's song.
So I got new actor crush yay! Dane Dehaan is so handsome, saw him as Harry Osborn in The Amazing Spider-man 2 mmmm yesterday. He is 28 years old but.............he is already married *heart cracking* lol.
The character Harry Osborn... I prefer him than the one in previous films. He is more psychotic(?) in this movie. But maybe it's just my tendency to like someone who is abnormal haha.

Ah, randomly thinking "How can Emma Watson date, isn't she busy?" then I googled and found the latest news about her and his non-famous bf, which dated last Monday. Then I think "Oh she still manage it, good for her." Yeah I know it's just so random :v

But it's so annoying whenever I got new actor crushes they are either gay or married. That really makes me can't have delusional thought about them huft hahahaha.