Kyu is Ambiguous

It's been twice that my friends mistake my Kyu as Kyuhyun, not Kyujong. Nah fellas, I'm not an ELF. I'm a Triple S. That means whenever I tweet or write or say Kyu, that will SS501's Kim Kyujong. It will never be Super Junior's Cho Kyuhyun. It will also apply to other terms that maybe will be the same with other fandom. KyuMin is Kyujong and Jungmin for me, not Kyuhyun and Sungmin. And actually I once read or heard somewhere that senior ELFs warning other ELF to not using KyuMin term, because Triple S already use it first. But seems the newbies doesn't know. Well, I don't really mind tho...., since my KyuMin is rarely together. Usually it will be KyuSaeng and MinJoon. Wish no other people will do this mistake.

i dunno how should i titled this post

i want to watch cn blue concert here. but............................. i'm going to singapore next year. i'm afraid that my savings won't be enough for next year plan if i use it for cn blue tix. when i ask my dad for permission he also said so. and he doesn't want to give extra money. seriously i want both T.T really aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargsjfhsk   and i think i won't bought leader 2nd mini album. whyyyyyyy?????? i want to make some money. but i don't even know what should i do. can i pray for the concert to be cancelled? yeah i'm so selfish. really selfish that if i can't watch, so it would be better that other people also can't. oh well i dunno anymore. someone help meeeee T.T

new class

mixed feelings gyaaaaa.

just ignore it-_-

tomorrow is 4th day in new class and i'm still not comfortable yet. the class is too quiet. wish the classmates would be more noisy and fun.... sometimes i feel like i'm the only wild girl in class.

step it up

feels unnecessarily jealous *laughing at myself* oh well it's just the effect after reading a fanfic at Quainte501.

anyway i'm already able to dance KARA''s Lupin. still not good yet though.
and i have no time yet to record it and post it in my youtube.
since i'm kinda embarassed if there are others seeing me dance, have to wait till i'm home alone to record it >//<
and KARA already won M Countdown with Step wooohooo congrats girls!
i think Step would be good to learn.

oh well i'm currently supressing myself from being a full-time Kamilia and Cassiopeia.
i think it's the effect of seeing Jaejoong every week in his drama. but still Junsu's voice is my fav in DBSK <3
*once again i sound like a cassie-_-*

should sleep, have to wake early to got to immigration office. i have to make passport for next year's singapore trip.

midnite post

i know it's silly but i do feel envious oftenly towards lead female character of shoujo manga or drama. well, that's a prove that i'm still a girl.... right? lol.

okay gotta sleep.

おやすみに~

holiday

still on holiday. spent my time mostly on bed or in front of laptop, if no one asked me out. but it starts to be boring, so i start to learn KARA's Lupin dance. hard but it's nice! feels like doing some sport lol. i wish i can master it before my holiday ends. once i did it, i'll record my dance and put it on my youtube~ tho that's still a long way to go >.<
ah ya i also gonna watch fast5 later fufufu. sport cars i'm comin~
jalja. gotta bath now. will learn the dance moves again before leaving for cinema. or maybe write another post.

my worst mood i ever had.

and one day i probably have worse mood than this time. every single time i clash with my parents i felt so angry, as if i want to burn them. but at the same time felt guilty towards SS501, who always tell us fans to respect our parents. but i can't. really sorry guys. i dislike my parent (i can't really say i hate them) especially my mom. she makes every mistakes i did looks like a big mistake that can ruin the world. well, i do think i ruin a world. her ideal world, that is. she kept my phone just because i haven't bath yet at 5PM, which is my habit. yeah, she's angry with me for such a crappy reason. and i was angrier than her. the fact i can't show it is frustrating. the only thing i could do is punching my bed (i want to punch her face, but that's impossible without getting more problem). want to scream: FUCKYOU!

she never learn my habit. seriously... hey life is never always the same like how you want it to be.

i wish when i graduate, i'll be placed outside jakarta so i could get out from this house.

aduh not again

if i dislike suju n snsd, that is my own right. i don't hate them, i still listen to Oh! and No Other. gw cuma merasa agak antipati kok, karena seakan2 kpop isinya itu mereka aja. dan karena seringkali gw bertemu fansnya yang merasa harusnya gw suka mereka. gw suka SS501 tapi ga merasa yang lain harus suka mereka juga kok. itu kan hak dan selera masing2 orang. kebetulan aja selera gw bukan selera orang kebanyakan. yaudah sih gitu aja. ga guna juga sih gw ngomel2 ginian'_' yang ada nanti mereka ada yang merasa tercolek dengan post gw *siapa juga yang baca*

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