i dunno how should i titled this post

i want to watch cn blue concert here. but............................. i'm going to singapore next year. i'm afraid that my savings won't be enough for next year plan if i use it for cn blue tix. when i ask my dad for permission he also said so. and he doesn't want to give extra money. seriously i want both T.T really aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargsjfhsk   and i think i won't bought leader 2nd mini album. whyyyyyyy?????? i want to make some money. but i don't even know what should i do. can i pray for the concert to be cancelled? yeah i'm so selfish. really selfish that if i can't watch, so it would be better that other people also can't. oh well i dunno anymore. someone help meeeee T.T

kpop and its problems

firstly i would like to say.... SAENGIL CHUKHAHAE KIM KYU JONG!! aigooo oppa you already 24 years old *or 25*. you are old now ahjussi. LOL. wish you get a girlfriend. just tell Triple S if you do have, coz we are kind enough to not eat her~ kekeke^^

next, this heartbreaking news came out yesterday. Kibum and Xander are out from U-KISS! ;___; yeah i did cry a bit, especially because Kibum is my bias there >.< and they are kicked out. not withdrawing. NH Media is super silly for doing this. without Kibum whose brother is Hyungjun and Xander's magnificent language skill, U-KISS won't be famous. it's like they throwing them after getting U-KISS popular. especially with trashy excuses "to strengthen U-KISS vocal skills" they are being replaced for new members. sorry but i can't accept the new members that easily. seriously NH could just add them to the group. ah now i got the point. NH doesn't have that much money to pay them all and poor Kibum become the victim. i think Kibum has good vocals. but they don't divide singing parts fairly, mainly for Kevin and Soohyun, which makes Kibum skills hidden.  anyway i won't stop supporting U-KISS... but it would be better if the remaining 5 stand for them and not letting them out. now i could only pray for Kibum and Xander, wish them will get a better agency than NH Media. oh Xander please just out of there-_-

and KARA............ i'm praying KARA Seungyeon, Jiyoung and Nicole will be back to DSP. becuase i think *and get a feeling* that DSP stance are firmer and sounds like they are telling truth. aish why my kpop favorite groups are separating.......................... T__T.. SS501 is in solo mode, which is a good chance for them to improve. but Kibum and Xander is separated from U-KISS in a no-good way and KARA also almost divided :( both KARA and U-KISS thingy happened in January and February. hope March onwards wont have such kind of things happened and the problems are resolved. >.<