Saturday, April 18, 2015

With you

I don't know how to convey this to you. Twitter has limited characters and things I want to say is immeasurable. But I want you to know that....
With you, I feel powerful.
You give me strength and the drive to move forward.
With you, I feel safe.
Like nobody's gonna hurt me, ever.
With you, I feel peace.
Your hug always calm my stormy mind.
With you, I feel home.
The place I hate to leave and always want to return.
With you, I feel sure.
That every soul has their mate, and mine is yours.

If it's not love, then I don't know what love is.

I hope you also feel that way.


If you don't....... I don't want to think so, but....
that means I fail as your partner. I'm sorry.

Friday, December 26, 2014

Almost New Year

Well. That's how fast time passes by. I still remember what I hoped in previous new-years. I don't know what I should hope for next. Can I just hope for the best in everything without being specific? Because I don't know what else I should do to turn my hope into something real. Hey, God knows what's best for me, I can just leave it to Him, right? Pray more, worry less. Gotta drill those words in my head. Should stop trying to figure people out, also stop thinking that my thoughts are the truth.

Oh, one thing for sure I still want to be able to drive. I also want to be able to apply make-up. I need that to have better mask.


Wednesday, December 10, 2014

6th week

Whew, it's been a long time since I post something. I'm on my 6th week working in this building, from either 4th or 5th floor. The view I often see is people march for demonstration. The cafeteria is small with not many variant of food, but cheaper from next door. There's also new uniform rule. Hmm I don't know what to post. Still not doing much things ppffttt. Well, I try to enjoy as best as I could. Although I still feel that I'm in the wrong place.......... I'll just figure things out as time goes by. Anyway There are many kinds of people, good ones, got treated sometimes xD. Okay that's it for now.

Oh, I just remember my paycheck is still on hold. Hope I get good news about it this evening.

Friday, November 7, 2014

#2

Kala badai menderu
Kau melaju
Berlalu
Tanpa tuju
Berlari hingga tak menapak lagi kaki
Mencibir, mencaci

Aku terdiam, menatap malam
Bulan tertutup awan hitam
Langit menumpahkan amarah,
membasahi tanah

Akhirnya cerah, silau
Mataku nanar, pandangi penjuru
Terlihat tiang layar, membawa dirimu
Dengan senyuman
disambut pelukan






Gegara nontonin AADC (film dan mini drama) yang banyak puisi dan narasi bagus, jadilah mood bikin ini.
Iya tau, levelnya ga nyampe seujung skillnya Cinta/Rangga.

Thursday, October 30, 2014

Running Man Fan Meeting: Race Start!!

Dalam acara fanmeet ini yang dateng ada Song Jihyo, Kim Jongkook, Haha, Ji Sukjin dan Lee Kwangsoo. Acaranya di Istora. 25 Oktober lalu. Kebetulan gw bisa nonton karena kakaknya temennya adek gw yang wartawan dapet tiket lebih. Kalo beli sendiri sih ogah banget, mahal cuy. Di fanmeet ini ngapain aja? Ga jelas abis sumpah hahaha.

Seharusnya acara mulai jam 20.00, tapi seinget gw, kayaknya mulainya lebih cepet. Dimulai dengan mereka muncul berlima di panggung nyanyi bersama-sama, lagunya drama entah yang mana. Lalu MC Dave Hendrik melakukan sedikit interview. Setelah itu mereka ganti baju olahraga untuk melakukan games dengan lucky fans yang udah diundi sebelumnya. Dalam salah satu game, Jihyo baik banget(?), dia seharusnya sit-up 50x berdua sama partnernya, gantian gitu. Tapi pas partnernya cewek dia ngelakuin 39x, yang artinya si fans cuma perlu 11x. Mungkin karena sering ngegym fisiknya tahan sit-up banyak dan cepet (beda sama gw yang jarang banget olahraga lol). 

Setelah sesi game berakhir, mereka menghilang lagi ke backstage buat ganti baju. Nongol laginya pun gantian, masing-masing nyanyi solo. Pertama nongol Ji Sukjin, nyanyi lagunya Eru yang Black Glasses (ituloh lagu yang jadi OST Hello, Goodbye yang ada Atiqah Hasiholan sama Rio Dewanto nya). Gantian Kwangsoo nongol, nyanyi OST drama juga (entah apa), pake sok-sok main piano padahal enggak, terus bagi-bagi mawar ke penonton. Setelahnya Jihyo nongol, nyanyi 2 lagu. Yang pertama OST drama (sori, ga pernah inget dramanya apa, udah nonton kebanyakan haha). Lagu kedua lagunya Leessang yang Turned Off The TV, bagian rapnya ditemenin Haha dan Jongkook yang pake topeng Gary loool. Kelar itu nongol Sukjin dan Kwangsoo, perform Troublemaker lmao. Sukjin as Hyunseung dan Kwangsoo as Hyuna, najong lah bajunya dress backless gitu hahahah. Selanjutnya Jongkook nongol, nyanyi One Man dan Maroon 5's Sunday Morning. Akhirnya Haha nongol bersama orang botak gatau siapa yang ngerap gitu, ngemedley lagu-lagu reggae (sama lagunya dia juga yang Rosa). Last, Jongkook nongol lagi buat duet sama Haha, nyanyi Twist King nya Turbo (Jongkook's old duo).

Sesi nyanyi-nyanyi selesai, tibalah di penghujung acara. MCnya nongol lagi bersama mereka berlima, nanya-nanya kesannya gimana. Ditutup dengan penampilan mereka nyanyi Lovable dan Busan Vacance. Yang paling interaktif sama fans sih Haha, Kwangsoo dan Jihyo. Terus mereka menghilang bentar, nongol lagi buat encore dengan lagu Hands Up nya 2PM.

That's it, jam 21.20 udah kelar. Cepet yak. Tapi ya emang mau ngapain lagi sih mereka. Yang nontonin juga ga banyak sih. Selain bagian VVIP, sepi banget bangkunya. Kayaknya sebanyak-sebanyaknya yang nonton, total cuma 1000 orang kali yak, atau kurang.

Yang jelas sih, untung gw nonton gratis =))

Rainy morning

Pagi ini bokap nyokap off to Padang. Yayness, freedom! Tapi rumah bakal sepi bet, padahal hati gw aja udah sepi (apeu). Pengennya main sampe pagi atau lempar party haha hihi tapi ga punya temen juga pft. Pengennya........ ah sudahlah.

Yang paling sedih sih adalah buku gw dirayapin. Selemari. Ga ngerti gimana makhluk laknat bajingan bisa masuk situ. padahal tiap tahun gw bongkar lemari ga ada rayap. Bahkan buku yang pas tkd kemaren iseng gw baca aja sekarang ancur parah...... Paling sedihnya Harry Potter #7 yang English juga ancur (covernya doang sih tapi sama aja buat gw). Sedih pake banget, That is First Edition, I always order beforehand to make sure I got a copy. Sampe nangis? Iyalah pffft ketawain aja kalo mau. Gw tumbuh bersama buku, jarang main keluar rumah. Buku-buku itu temen gw, ga bisa bayangin kalo ga ada buku dulu gw ngapain aja 'dikurung' di rumah mulu.

Sekarang langitnya gelap banget, entahlah rencana siang ini bakal jadi atau ngga. Huft.

Tuesday, October 21, 2014

Personality test

Enneagram
So I randomly found this test in my FB feed and took the test. The result is like what the picture said. Kinda disagree because I think I am not temperamental nor sensitive lol. I answered some questions without thinking much too~ Not sure if this is accurate haha.

Thursday, October 16, 2014

Konnichiwa

My laptop is back again. Apparently its fan is crushed because I often tilt my laptop when using. So I got it replaced. Using my own is much better than dad's or sis'.

I know it's been awhile since I write, but beside that, I don't what story did I have. Oh right, I have one. I went to Semarang on 1-3 Oct, to meet him, and of course, a short trip. It was fun, though there's one plan that got cancelled lol. I stayed at Ayu's, there's her baby niece in the house, very cute. I went around to Sam Poo Kong, Lawang Sewu (it was renovated, gotta visit again), Masjid Agung Jawa Tengah, Pagoda Watu Gong. Oh I visited his highschool too~ I ate tahu gimbal, nasi badak sambel, tahu pong, tahu bakso, bandeng, even chicken maryland hahaha.

Anyway it was a really short trip, so I don't know what else to share except that I'm happy ehehehe. It's great that I am allowed to travel alone, don't know why my mom suddenly letting me. Now I have a new goal: to visit every province in Indonesia for at least once. Yea, even Papua is on my destination list. I would like to travel around this country but it's so huge, so once every province is quite represent my intention. 

I just read someone else's blog and I feel inferior about my writing because it's such a mess, with a lot repeated words and not elaborated properly. (Everyone has their own style, C *self-motivating*)

Ciao, gotta have my late lunch!



PS: Always addressing him without name is kinda impolite.... no? Hey, do you prefer your name to be mentioned or not?