Waiting

Sorry, seems my melancholic side is taking over.

Emang gatel banget pengen ngeblog dari kemaren2 dan topiknya bukan ini sebenernya. Tapi topik yang itu kayaknya bakal cukup panjang, too tiring kalo dipost lewat hape.

At this moment, gw lagi nunggu kelas Pajak Internasional mulai. Berhubung kelasnya masih berisi kelas lain, yasudah masuk kelas kosong. Ya salah sendiri juga sih datengnya kecepetan. Tapi ya have no choice. So here I am, waiting.
Ngomongin waiting, it's been almost 3 years since SS501 in hiatus. And I'll keep on waiting for them to be together as a group of five. Padahal bisa dibilang gw orangnya ga sabaran. Nunggu 5 menit aja berasa 30 menit. Tapi ya sejak jadi Triple S, berasa jadi orang yang lebih sabar. Fangirl's life is all about waiting anyway. Waiting for their comeback, waiting for subbed videos, waiting for their cd to be released. And once you order that cd, you'll have to wait until their cd arrived. Kalo artisnya pas kesini, nunggu di bandara demi liat dari deket. Terus nunggu ngantri masuk venue konser/fanmeet entah dari jam sekian, padahal open gate biasanya 2 jam sebelum mulai. Bener-bener melatih kesabaran. Sekarang kalo dipikir-pikir lagi, if I have to wait on other things, well I should have more patience. Nunggu hal yang ga pasti selama 3 tahun (dan bakal lebih kayaknya, Kyu masih wajib militer) aja bisa, mestinya nunggu dalam hal-hal lain juga bisa dong. :")

Weight loss

And it's unnecessary. I need to gain, why the heck I lost it...... People probably will envy me since I easily lost weight and hardly gain one. But I'm underweight and need to put on at least 3 kilos to reach ideal body mass index. Gaining 1 kilo is hard already for me. I admit that lately my eating pattern has changed, plus I think too much. FYI, thinking burns calories, though I don't know how much. My mind can't stop thinking (except when sleeping).. maybe that's another factor why I lost weight again. Damn, I planned to have a dance routine (?) three times a week, wanna learn Wonder Girls' Like This. Dancing is extremely tiring for those who aren't used to it (like me), and I believe it can make people lost weight too.  So.... argh=.=

My sleeping pattern also changed this past week. I fell asleep at 10 or 11 pm, then woke up at around 2 or 3 am, since I haven't do Isya, then I'll sleep again. It's as if I'm extremely tired. In fact. sometimes I had noon nap, and I don't do much at college either. I wonder why it comes to be like that....

Anyway today I'll try this pedometer app in my phone. Wanna know how much steps I took in a day. I hope the app works well. Bye! Wish me luck for Mr. R class today, I have a presentation to do >.<

Postponed class

I was on my way to train station then got a text from my iinchou, saying the class is pushed back. So here i am, back at home. Talking about postponed, I'm postponing my Japanese course and contemplating about continuing or temporarily stopping. I enjoy my free Saturday too much eh...=.=;; *yawn* better get more sleep~

Chelsea match

No, not gonna blog about their game against Rubin Kazan. 2nd half underway and current score is 2-1 for CFC.

Jadiiii mau ngomenin (?) masalah penempatan. Kan kakak-kakak tingkat yang 2008 (masuknya) baru diumumin nih. Kalo diliat-liat lokasinya, menurut temen gw, IPK biar penempatan Jakarta itu 3,4. Haaaaa IPK gw ga nyampe segitu :( yaudah kayaknya pasrah aja mau dimana :(. Pengennya di Badora, biar skill bahasa Jepang gw kepake (sekarang aja gegara postpone udah lupa semua huft).

Terus mau ngomenin kok yang ultah April banyak aja yah. Ini udah 4 hari berturut-turut yang gw kenal ada aja yang ultah. Emang ada apa di bulan Juli-Agustus? *iykwim* *eh*

Tadi sore pas makan mi, Dewi ngitung berapa kalori yang ada di mi itu. Setelah makan sih ngitungnya, kira-kita makan 2000 kalori ternyata. That was mi dobel plus telor plus kornet. Belom lagi minumannya bukan air putih. Terus kalo diitung kira2 gw butuh 2400 kalori. Jadi makanan tadi itu semacem mencukupi buat seharian. Tapi..... ini gw laper. Yaudah makan roti. Go to hell kebutuhan kalori, perut gw minta diisi makanan.

Ohya prediksi awal gw untuk skor match adalah 2-0 maksimal. Kenapa ada maksimalnya? kalo 2-1 itu ga maksimal itungannya (?). Yah pokoknya gitu deh cara ngitung gw, 2-1 termasuk prediksi gw, tapi ya yang di bawah maksimal.

Oh well #KTBFFH!

5 days holiday

The last day off before back to campus tomorrow. But got several things up so I can't laid back (then why the heck you write this post?!?) Ok, I'll get busy after this post, currently still eating my breakfast~

This holiday ends in a flash. The only thing I remember clearly was only Bogor trip last Thursday. Playing in water using t-shirt and shorts was totally uncomfortable, I prefer wearing my swimsuit-.- Also I successfully proving that my phone is water resistant lol. Yeah I put it in my pocket, carrying it everywhere in water park. Actually quite scared it'll gone missing or broken when we were playing but alhamdulillah it's safe haha. 

Another story: the maid who've been working with my family for 10+ years resigned, so now we have to do chores by ourselves. But no sad feeling, since lately she's been slacking off and stuff, really annoyed us. Tomorrow will be the first weekday after she quit so let's see how it will turn out. Oh plus now I hold onto our house spare key yay! I can get home anytime now :p (totally wrong. you're still depending on train schedule).

Oops, I finished my food. Time to work on LPJ and transcript of that interview. Fight-oh!

Kemarin-kemarin part 2

9 hari antara hari ini sama yang kemarin-kemarin part 1 gw ngapain aja yak._.

18 Maret
Ulang tahunnya Marcha! Mau nyurprisin eh dianya pergi, gagal deh. Mau wawancara Ibu Kabid PA yang baru, eh si Ibu rapat mendadak. Mundur deh jadi besoknya.

19 Maret
Sebenernya ga ada kuliah di hari ini. Tapi gw tetep ke Bintaro. Gara2nya, wawancara Ibu Kabid PA di atas yang tertunda. Eh tau2 temen sekelompok Pemeriksaan Pajak ngajakin ngerjain tugas. Berhubung gw ogah kalo nugas kelompok di hari libur pake seragam, jadilah seragam.gw bawa di tas. Rempong ye? Emang. Tapi emang prinsip gw kalo ke kampus di hari libur ogah pake seragam haha. Kenapa harus bawa seragam? Ya itu, mau wawancara si Ibu Kabid, kan ga formal banget kalo pake jins masuk sekre. Terus abis itu rencananya mau nyurprisin Marcha. Tapi yang mau disurprisin tidak memberi kepastian (?) posisinya: di Bintaro, apa di rumah. Yaudah, gagal lagi deh. Emang bukan rejeki lo kayaknya, Cha ahaha. Terus jadilah gw ke...... kosan Ulfah. Titip tas, ganti baju dari seragam ke jins lagi, lalu nonton futsal kelas. Futsal hura-hura sih, berhubung udah pasti ga lolos ke babak berikut liga. Eh malah menang lah lol. Ya artinya ga sia-sia gw nonton~ Ohya konyolnya, pas pake seragam itu, sebelum dan sesudah wawancara, gw ketemu banyak temen kelas laen. Kan biasa tuh, kalo gw ngegabut nunggu waktu yang tepat pasti duduk-duduk di CD. Terus yang ketemu gw pasti nanya "Ngapain lo?" Ampun deh dijelasin ribet, yaudah jawabnya ga ngapa-ngapain. Terus selesai wawancara ketemu orang-orang lain lagi, pertanyaannya "Udah selesai (kuliah)?". Again, gamau repot jelasin, yaudah jawabnya udah. Padahal ya ga ada kuliah juga wkwk.
Eiya, transkrip wawancara beloman. Abis UTS ye bos, selasa malem langsung deh gw kerjain ._.v.

22 Maret
Ga ada kuliah juga sebenernya, emang jadwal kosong. Tapi direquest buat nganter proposal. Yaudah deh. Buru-buru ke Bintaro. Eh pas nganter proposal ditolak cuma gara-gara jabatan yang dituju di surat pengantar salah, mesti bikin ulang. Mana jawaban si bapak yang nolakin proposal bikin bete lagi hih! Hufffftttt sabaaaar acaranya sebulan lagi! (>.<)9

23 Maret
Pulsa abis, dipake nyokap nelpon om gw. Sisa 6 perak. Paket internet udah abis. Tapi berhubung belom niat pergi-pergi yaudah gw kalem, make wifi kan di rumah. Nanti aja minta isiinnya. Eh tau-tau mati lampu. Ya wifi mati. Kampret ya emang-_- Yaudah deh brb mandi solat n caw ke PIM, makan Raffel's yang vouchernya nyokap beli online. Makannya di foodcourt, dan berhubung lagi Indonesia vs Arab Saudi yaudah itu rasa nonton bareng gitu lah di food court. Sesuatu banget lah serunya, rame ada yang teriak gitu pas gol dan kebobolan dan saves :") Gw sih penonton kalem, tapi ternyata kalo nonton bola emang seruan rame-rame. Maklum aja ye kalo norak, berhubung biasanya kalo nonton bola di rumah sendirian. Iya, serumah yang isinya 3 cewek (nyokap, adek, gw) dan 1 cowok (bokap) ini yang demen nonton bola cuma gw. Bokap lebih demen ngegame dan nonton film di tv. Pernah sekali nonbar itu bareng om sama alm kakek gw yang dari nyokap, itu pas jaman SD, Piala Dunia 2002. Pokoknya besok-besok kalo bisa nonbar mau banget lah. Nonton langsung Chelsea di GBK harus banget-banget \m/

24 Maret
Eh itu hari ini, bukan kemarin. Agendanya: belajar. Belom kelar belajar malah ngeblog yaampun tobat C, katanya pengen ngerasain cumlaude? *self plak* Yaudah sampe sini dulu. Postingan berikutnya saat/abis liburan kayaknya. Ciao!

Kemarin-kemarin part 1

Yak gw lupa mau ngeblog apa. Tapi emang mau bikin postingan pake bahasa Indonesia sih, not in the mood to think much. Sebenernya kemaren udah punya beberapa pikiran yang mau dipost tapi telanjur ngantuk terus dibawa tidur dan......... lupa deh-_-;; Yaudahlah yaaa seinget gw aja.

15 Maret 2013. Itu hari wow banget2. Dimulai dengan bangun jam 3 buat nonton Chelsea (menang yay!) terus gw kuliah Bahasa Indonesia jam 7 sampe jam 11. In the middle of that, I got my monthly period, so hello kram perut. Pas break jumatan jadilah melipir ke kosan temen buat numpang guling-guling tepar dan jadinya skip lunch karena bener2 ga mood makan kalo perut begitu. Lanjut lagi kuliah jam 1 sampe jam 5. Padahal ada rapat jam 4, jadi ya langsung lanjut rapat abs kuliah. Sampe jam 6-6.30an gitu. Begitu sampe rumah itu rasanya ampun capeknya. Bokap nanya 'capek?' pun kayaknya it pertanyaan retoris deh yaaa.

Aduh masih banyak yang mau dipost sebenernya tapi nanti deh ya lagi urgent ngerjain tugas PI, induk kelompok gw lagi pergi lomba jadi ga ada yang ngoordinir. Biasanya sih udah kelar dari kemaren2 ga mepet pagi sebelom hari kuliahnya gini hahaha.

Ulalala ignore

Lately, I've been checking my friends' blog. Oh no, I'm not 'kepo'-ing them, blogs are up to be read by public right~ :p What amazed me... that they are quite open in their blog. I mean, they post everything about their daily life and what they feel about certain things or event..... Because I can't. I think I'm too introverted. Since I'm fully aware that blogs are meant to be read by other people, that thought restrain me to post several things. Normal things....which is not visible in my daily personality. Seems I care too much about my image.
Well, at least I'm still me. I never fake my personality, only hid some of them.

PS: Don't mind the title, I always have a hard time making a good one.