Fandom

It's been 5 years since I began to like Arashi (and J-Pop) and my 4th year in liking K-Pop. When I first start this fandom thingy, I told myself that maybe I'll only like them for 2-3 years at max, since I got bored so easily. But oh wow, it's been more than I predicted. I got too loyal (?) even buying original CDs and watching concerts. Those 2 things were........ something rare at that time. Anti-mainstream and I like being different so... maybe that's why it captured me. But now, K-Pop is everywhere. Even I got sick seeing those fanfic-novels made by fans and hearing those songs in many places. It's no longer exclusive. I once feel like quitting this thing but ...............well I'm stuck. Once you enter K-Pop too far and too deep, so difficult to find the exit. Though I already limit the artists I like and pay attention to, still too much. I need something which I like more than them. so that I could lower my priority if there's concert and stuff. Currently my fandom is Triple S , fans of SS501. They are on hiatus and each member are going solo, totally money consuming. Then I also like CNBLUE and JYJ/TVXQ much, and I'm also interested in KARA and BoA, and indie bands like Clazziquai and Urban Zakapa. I like BEAST, Infinite, IU, SPICA and A-JAX, but not that much, I can restrain myself from going to their concerts here and only felt a little regret. They are a lot right haha-_- But what should I do, I like their music....-.-
Oh, 10.09 am, got to get ready for class.

Me

I can't really describe how I really am but let's conclude from these personality traits:

• INTP
• Blood type B
• Aquarius
• Chinese zodiac: between Rooster and Dog
• Elemental: between Air and Water
• Sanguine, but my 2nd major trait is Melancholic

Nah, what kind of person am I? Feel free to guess ;)

Hellow

Watched Java Jazz for the first time March 1 yay! Exchanged my Sunday tickets with someone so that I could go with my friends. I got to watch Maliq n d'Essentials, Raisa, some-unknown-foreign-musician, Indra Lesmana and RAN. That day was like a "finally" day haha. First, that was because I finally saw Nicholas Saputra for real! XD I saw him when I was queuing to enter the venue. Back in 2010, I (and all the other female freshmen) was kind of fooled, thinking that he'd come in public lecture at freshmen orientation in UI. But he only came out in a pre-recorded video shown and make all of us disappointed haha. Second, finally I can saw Maliq live~ Actually when they released their new album and held free a showcase, me and a friend planned to attend. But we have to canceled it because of the bad weather. So yeah, finally! I wasn't their fans though, just curious. Then RAN was like 'finally' too. Back in my 2nd or 3rd year of junior high, we'd like to invite them for our school anniversary celebration but can't. At that time we don't have enough electricity for sound systems they inquired and it was pricey to rent and such.

Oh I still have another story actually, but my introvert trait forbid me to post. So :( and that's the story~

Bye!

PS: I'll try to write more. Only 30 posts within a year is unacceptable. This year have to exceed that yeah! Plus seems I need to fix my grammar.....

Throwing out some stuff

I got too much in mind, can't even concentrate in watching 7th Grade Civil Servant. Better pour some of those here first.

Drowning in sadness might be easier than searching for happiness. But hey, life is never easy.

I might not always be honest, but I'm trustworthy, really.

Sorry for not being a perfect friend.

LOL so random XD Okay, that's much better.

For those who wonder why I often write in English, lemme tell you my reason.
One. Such thoughts above, I dislike saying it in Indonesian. It will sound so cheesy and mushy. Just, ewh.
Two. Somehow I feel like I could express more in English.
Three. One of my English teacher said something like "If you want be fluent in English, you have to think in English." Since then I practicing by having fake convos with people in my head using English (weird, eh? well I am~) and thinking in English. That helps a lot. But sometimes I often forgot Indonesian words for several things, especially while having real conversation hahaha

March

This month........ I don't know what I should expect but hopefully everything will be successful.

March 3 - Java Jazz Festival!

I got 2 free tix by winning a quiz hahahaha such luck rarely happened to me XD. Actually, beside Craig David as special show, I don't know about any other performers. I mean I know their name already, but their songs? Not at all. I'm thinking to sell those tix but hey, this chance is once in a lifetime. I never attend this show before (this show is held annually) because I'm not interested enough to spend my money on it. But I'm really curious about it, so okay I'm attending~ Next problem is.... with whom I should go with? My mom said she wants to go since it's free and such. Then I told her I don't know any of their songs and the event will be spent with lots of walking and standing, so I wonder if she can endure it. If not, that means I'll ask a friend out. But too many friends who wants to go for free-_- If I gave one of them, it'll be unfair for others. Actually I'd like to give it to someone who'll pay me my Craig David tix (to watch him needs additional ticket). That way is much cheaper for s/he to watch this show right? :P Oh and if that friend knows about the performers that would be much better haha. Nah, anyone up for it? :3

March 8 - Public Lecture

I applied to be part of committee who works on this public lecture. I don't know what topic will be given, I could only hope it's interesting enough.

March 9

Indonesian Tax Festival-Preliminary Round

61 teams will be competing with their taxation knowledge. May the best teams go to final!

Music Bank in Jakarta

2PM, Infinite, Sistar, Eru, Teen Top, Super Junior, SHINee, BEAST. Wanna see Infinite, Teen Top, BEAST and Eru, but don't want to spend my money on them, they aren't my biases XD

March 10 - FA Cup Quarter Final Round: Manchester United vs Chelsea

KEEP THE BLUE FLAGS FLYING HIGH!! \m/ hahaha

March 25-28 - Last Mid Exam

This last semester only have 6 weeks of studying before exam, gosh why time flies so fast........

Mati gaya

As in I don't know what else I should do. I was watching Sassy Girl Choonhyang but the story is getting boring, since the main characters already became a couple though there's 6 episodes left. Then my Criminal Case energy isn't full yet. So here I am, typing this random post.
Anyway it's a month ago since my last post. Not a good blogger haha. Currently I'm in my last semester before graduate. I really wished to get Pak RR for Proses Bisnis WP class and slightly wished to get that killer Pak RE for Pajak Internasional class. In the end bye bye Pak RR and hello Pak RE-.- Seems if I want to get something I shouldn't wish too hard, should I? Or else it'll slip out from my hand. Oh, but once I bump into Pak RR and he greeted me first before I did so. The advantage of being treated eh, he remembers me hahaha. Quite satisfying lah xD.
Oh right, Chelsea FC is coming here yaaaaay! July 25 is bookmarked~! I don't think I'll watch any kpop concert if there's any around that date. Except Arashi, I'll definitely ignore whoever is coming and only watch Chelsea! Hope the ticket price won't be expensive. Ah, wanna buy Chelsea jersey to wear on that day, wanna have the blue one or white one. The original one is pretty expensive, but I don't want the KW one. I'm not gonna buy any other jersey anyway.

Already sleepy, annyeong!

2012

I want to make a proper post about that year but since I have no time (and simply lazy) so let me just make a short kaleidoscope.
2012 is amazing, I experienced many things which I usually didn't do. I like my sophomore class (hey it's college C, ain't high school), we did many things together. Mainly gossiping actually hahaha. There's that Pajak Got Talent, making Jason Mraz's I Won't Give Up a special song for 2E. I don't think I'll forget it, especially when my friend Dani breaking the mirror. Totally unexpected haha. We made it to final, but too bad I couldn't see that zombie dance. Ah, there's makrab 2E too.
For concerts, I got to watch AKB48 x JKT48 concert (free!) and Junsu's (major discount haha). Junsu's voice.... kyaaaaaa XDD Totally wishing there'll be JYJ concert this year coz I'll almost definitely watch it～!
2012... I'm being more active than before. Although 'mager' still own me most of the time lol. Ah right, my kosan is burned, makes me to choose commuting. Then Singapore trip. Dufan. Lost phone. And...... *lost signal* :b

All in all, adios 2012! Welcome 2013, my final year in college! Hope I'll have many idea and no obstacle in finishing the final report. Today ia D-18 before my birthday and D-1 UAS. No, I'm not ready at all. But I don't have that panic feeling to urge me to study, dangerous. What's wrong with me this term lah......-.- Okay, sleep! Jalja! Dreamless please u.u

PS: If you, whoever read this, want to give me birthday present, I'll gladly tell you my wish-list of several novels ;)
(bitch please C, no one gonna read this. and if there's one, s/he won't give you anything u.u;;)

Life-planning

There's a class about personal development, and its final assignment is making a life-plan for the next 10 years, using any media you wish. And I'm.........confused. I never plan my life. In the past 19 years (well, almost), I just let my life flows. Well, I made decisions when time to choose come, but I never plan it. Okay, lies. I once plan it. When I was in ninth grade. I planned to take fashion design major after graduating high school and then work part time at any store, oversea. Then, I planned to have my own clothing line and have my own boutique. Now all of those just turned to unrealized dreams.

Soooo what I am gonna do in the span of 10 years? I'll get married, work, trying to get scholarship to Japan or England.... But well, I don't know when all of those happen. All I know it's not gonna happen soon. Not gonna happen in the first 4 of  10 years. Plus all of those plans if I put it into writing, I'll just make a short paragraph. Not good enough to turn it in. Argh. Plus I still have other things to do, and seems like I'll be having my period (stomachache) and currently I have a flu. Daebak. And I'm not even ready for exams, which starts next week. Dead.