Mati gaya

As in I don't know what else I should do. I was watching Sassy Girl Choonhyang but the story is getting boring, since the main characters already became a couple though there's 6 episodes left. Then my Criminal Case energy isn't full yet. So here I am, typing this random post.
Anyway it's a month ago since my last post. Not a good blogger haha. Currently I'm in my last semester before graduate. I really wished to get Pak RR for Proses Bisnis WP class and slightly wished to get that killer Pak RE for Pajak Internasional class. In the end bye bye Pak RR and hello Pak RE-.- Seems if I want to get something I shouldn't wish too hard, should I? Or else it'll slip out from my hand. Oh, but once I bump into Pak RR and he greeted me first before I did so. The advantage of being treated eh, he remembers me hahaha. Quite satisfying lah xD.
Oh right, Chelsea FC is coming here yaaaaay! July 25 is bookmarked~! I don't think I'll watch any kpop concert if there's any around that date. Except Arashi, I'll definitely ignore whoever is coming and only watch Chelsea! Hope the ticket price won't be expensive. Ah, wanna buy Chelsea jersey to wear on that day, wanna have the blue one or white one. The original one is pretty expensive, but I don't want the KW one. I'm not gonna buy any other jersey anyway.

Already sleepy, annyeong!

2012

I want to make a proper post about that year but since I have no time (and simply lazy) so let me just make a short kaleidoscope.
2012 is amazing, I experienced many things which I usually didn't do. I like my sophomore class (hey it's college C, ain't high school), we did many things together. Mainly gossiping actually hahaha. There's that Pajak Got Talent, making Jason Mraz's I Won't Give Up a special song for 2E. I don't think I'll forget it, especially when my friend Dani breaking the mirror. Totally unexpected haha. We made it to final, but too bad I couldn't see that zombie dance. Ah, there's makrab 2E too.
For concerts, I got to watch AKB48 x JKT48 concert (free!) and Junsu's (major discount haha). Junsu's voice.... kyaaaaaa XDD Totally wishing there'll be JYJ concert this year coz I'll almost definitely watch it～!
2012... I'm being more active than before. Although 'mager' still own me most of the time lol. Ah right, my kosan is burned, makes me to choose commuting. Then Singapore trip. Dufan. Lost phone. And...... *lost signal* :b

All in all, adios 2012! Welcome 2013, my final year in college! Hope I'll have many idea and no obstacle in finishing the final report. Today ia D-18 before my birthday and D-1 UAS. No, I'm not ready at all. But I don't have that panic feeling to urge me to study, dangerous. What's wrong with me this term lah......-.- Okay, sleep! Jalja! Dreamless please u.u

PS: If you, whoever read this, want to give me birthday present, I'll gladly tell you my wish-list of several novels ;)
(bitch please C, no one gonna read this. and if there's one, s/he won't give you anything u.u;;)

Life-planning

There's a class about personal development, and its final assignment is making a life-plan for the next 10 years, using any media you wish. And I'm.........confused. I never plan my life. In the past 19 years (well, almost), I just let my life flows. Well, I made decisions when time to choose come, but I never plan it. Okay, lies. I once plan it. When I was in ninth grade. I planned to take fashion design major after graduating high school and then work part time at any store, oversea. Then, I planned to have my own clothing line and have my own boutique. Now all of those just turned to unrealized dreams.

Soooo what I am gonna do in the span of 10 years? I'll get married, work, trying to get scholarship to Japan or England.... But well, I don't know when all of those happen. All I know it's not gonna happen soon. Not gonna happen in the first 4 of  10 years. Plus all of those plans if I put it into writing, I'll just make a short paragraph. Not good enough to turn it in. Argh. Plus I still have other things to do, and seems like I'll be having my period (stomachache) and currently I have a flu. Daebak. And I'm not even ready for exams, which starts next week. Dead.

Holiday?

Sekarang gw lagi di kampung yang adanya di tengah gunung. Bukan bertapa, jelas. Tapi beneran gw lagi liburan di kampung, di tengah gunung. Judulnya sih liburan. Tapi kerjaan gw masih banyak =_= ITF dan tugas2 huuuuuffftt.. Yah semoga aja kelar semua, masuk2 tinggal nyantai mikirin oral test PPSP (wait, itu ga nyantai namanya). Targetnya sih selesai sebelom tahun baru.... kan mau liat kembang api cetar cetar (?) Tapi masa gw libur cuma ngendep di kampung gitu? heeeem.

(#np What Can I Do - The Corrs)
akhir2 ini lagi inget lagu ini. eh ternyata lagunya... sssstt buat yang ngerti /apasih xD

If you wonder kenapa gw pake bahasa Indonesia ngepostnya, simply lagi males mikir._. (yaudah sih ga ada yang peduli mau pake bahasa Afrika sekalipun)

People

In life, people come and go. Most will leave, few will stay. From those who leave, most are passer-bys. Some of them leave after staying for awhile, and others going back and forth. From those who stays, some eventually leave and even lesser who stays till the end. Those who wants to leave, just let them go. And you'll be grateful you've done so.

On the bed

It's the 3rd day I 'date' my bed. I barely get out of it except for bath, toilet, eat and going to Japanese class. Oh plus watching football. I don't know why I got this extreme laziness. No, I'm not sick. I'm exhausted, yeah. But for 3 days straight..... that's extraordinary. Actually there are many things I could do, like updating my book inventory. I could go to TA and wander alone like I once did. But errr lazy, have no mood etc. Since I'm in this state... those negative thoughts appear again. Need to do something to divert my attention. K, bye, morning all *yawn*

Surprise!

I lost my phone. It was stolen in a bus I ride last night. Then once I got home, a cousin who's currently living with us describe me the one who picked it. (She has some sixth sense). Argh I think I saw such person in bus-.- Like I tweeted, maybe it's God's way of warning me for being too attached to it lately.
So for everyone who needs to contact my number, it won't be available for awhile.

Actually, just this morning, my parents asked me "Which one you want, Galaxy Note 2 or S3? Though we don't know when we'll buy it.." Seriously I don't think I deserve that T.T Now I feel bad for losing that phone. Well I'm sad but it's not that important.... I don't think I deserve getting a new one soon :(

 I said GalNote2 but.... hey it's freakin expensive. (finally understood what my friend said about GalNote 2 is 'not good') Then I said I don't mind getting GalNote (1) but it's 'only' cheaper by 500K. So..... currently wondering which phone should I buy. One not as expensive as GalNote 2 but I want it to have latest Android system.............  well, don't mind me.

My lost phone is Sony Ericsson Xperia X10. I used for about 2 years. It's recent condition wasn't good. Battery easily drained, constantly error once till countless times a day... Plus several days ago I broke a tiny bit part of it (I still own that broken piece). And this past week I kept saying 'Maybe this phone wanna get a change, freaking annoying.' Now I really have to change it with a new one orz

Rainy Morning

Actually my real dream since I was kid is leaving home. It's vexing here. Once you are in, it's hard to get out. My friends here are only books and internet connection. So I've been dreaming of this: living alone in my own home/flat/apartment and having my own car. I need private space and freedom, which this place couldn't provide me.
But..... I have to be patient. 1 more year till graduation. Then I'll work. One day I will surely move out of here.